relinquish-ing

2006-11-16T15:06:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee i'm off to perth later tonight at 11pm! i'm really excited but there's like SO much to do.. ohwell have fun in singapore ppl! i'll be back on wednesday night (:

2006-11-09T17:25:00.000-08:00

yesterday's raya outing with 3e2 mates was super fun! we agreed to meet at pasir ris mrt but i came late even though i live in pasir ris. and why was i late...? cos my mum just HAD to force me to look for my missing house keys... i really don't know what to say. she's like, CRAZY!

we camwhored here and there and the company was just great lah basically.. today there's another outing also but i couldn't go. i'm missing alot man.. but it's okay cos sometimes sacrifices are worth it. (:

oh, and on the way to atiqah's house yesterday, guess what happened to me!! i actually slipped and almost rolled down the staircase please. the worst part was, no one was there to help me! bazliana was next to me so i tried to grab her to save myself but i couldn't cos she was all skin and bones! my left toe ended up slightly sprained and GUESS WHAT. my right heel came off!! yes, like wtf right, but luckily it could be fixed.

anyways, pics are up in my album so just ask for the url okies!

bio spa yesterday wasn't too bad.. just that that mr peh kept coming to my bench and wrote stuffs.. so freaky! i'm kinda worried actually but i really hope i did good! there's only chem spa left next week and after that's done, i swear i would be SO relieved. hang in there, people! (:

2006-11-04T21:08:00.000-08:00

today was tkgs open house. i swear not many knew of it so the whole thing ended up super lame and mundane. anyways, today was a pretty good day although i accidentally washed my left contacts down the sink in school just now[long story..]..

i made friends with two scholars.. haha! so now we know each other's names and stuffs and it's pretty cool. today was also a major sucking-up-to-teachers session, haha. marissa and i talked alot to the teachers and i kinda realised more stuffs about them. marissa just had to be so nonsense and decided to apologise to mrs khoo for sleeping in her class the other day...tsk. and you know whatt. mrs khoo said she enjoys teaching 3e2! haha!

and i met my primary school teacher at the open house! what a coincidence.. i got pretty excited when i saw her and we had a chat. it was such a nice feeling..

now i'm really depressed cos of my contacts. shucks man. i just opened them like less than a week ago and now one side's missing. eeeyer.

anyways, fadhilah's and cikgu shikin's open house tmr!! yayyy i can't wait!! (:

2006-11-02T21:40:00.000-08:00

i have no idea why but i just can't stay perfectly awake during lessons. especially the lessons after recess.. it's just so hard!! and it's seriously bothering me.

and ms ang didn't come to school today, so that's like an entire 1 1/2 hours of slacking. it was a complete waste of time i swear. but towards the end of the day, i decided to join atiqah, shi hua and zan in the card game. i don't even know what it's called. but it's super fun! this is the first time i actually enjoy such games.. i wanna play again tmr! and this time round, i shall DOMINATE (: .

anyways during recess, i passed atiqah a 10-dollar note for her to help me buy food. and after all the hooha during recess, i forgot to ask for my change from her. so during chem we had this conversation.

atiqah:(totally amazed) omg farahhhh. i magically found this(my change) in my pocket!! omggg!!

me:(thinks) oi, you idiot! that's MY change lah!!!

so diao right? TSKTSK.

i met masselia after school today to get some books from her. and i swear she was out to kill/torture me!! she came with this hugeeeee paper bag packed with heavy sec4 textbooks.. i totally had a hard lugging that thing around. i looked like a complete maknenek lah.

mas and i had quite a long chat during the bus ride home. i actually found some of the stuffs she told me true.. it was kinda interesting to listen to her experiences. and she takes H2 malay!! haha that's so nonsense.

and i'm desperate for a hoodieee! anyone wanna but it for me?? ((: i'm now pestering my cousin to buy it for me since all he ever spent on me was an lrt ride. -_-". i want a funkyyyy hooodieeeeeeeeeeeee

k lah i wanna sleep now. nights ppl!

2006-10-31T21:42:00.000-08:00

malay o's yesterday was like, wtf. i screwed it up yeahhh. i think i'll get like a b4 or something.. but whatever la. i doubt i care already.

ANYWAYS, i found myself a new hotstuff!! guess who...

BRANDON FLOWERS!! -> the killers' frontman.. hot right! actually i liked him since last year but i suddenly had the urge to crush on him last night. so yupps. and marissa fell in love with incubus' frontman last night also... his name is also brandon. hahaha. brandon BOYD. (:

aaaaaah people, you so totally HAVE to watch this vid!! oh my darrlinggggggg shayne ward.. he totally melteddddddd my hearttttttt <3333

2006-10-29T21:42:00.001-08:00

wheeee yesterday's raya outing was super fun. the cousins were so freaking lame and funky i totally love it! by the 4th/5th house we got bored so we started telling lame jokes.. then more people joined us and it got funnier. abang fahmy's joke made me laugh the hardest but it wasn't even the funniest joke. it was just SO lame and primary school i swear it was worse than my joke.
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conversation with abg fahmy:
me: abg get off la.. i sat there first and i want to eat..
abg: you sit on the floor la, i want to eat also!
me: ehh but i sat there first!
abg: you look at the guys ah.. they're all sitting on chairs.. so that means it's hard to sit on the floor with sampings! and i'm wearing a samping!
me: lrtkjgtrgrtgijitgjierjogijr!!

wth la. he's always so meaaan to me!

anyways, we all couldn't stop eating!! especially me. omg the depression. all that one month of fasting has gone to waste, seriously. i think i put on like 5kg or maybe more within this one week. i need to go on a diet next week! fatfatfaaaaatttttttttttttt

everyone kept asking me abt my hair. i'm seriously not balding k, i just have thin hair. so don't worry ppl and do not recommend me hair tonics! and i don't know whyyy but abang ijet has issues with my height.

abg: syirin, you seriously need to grow slightly taller you know!
me: for what! i don't mind already and i'm the person with the height and i'm not bothered so why are you so bothered!!
abg: cos i'm concerned for you what.. like all goood cousins..
me: aper2 la you..

ooh i watched tv today and i suddenly find anuar zain hot! haha i think i'm insaneee man.. staying at home for too long always results in me fantasizing.. which is bad. haha.

malay o's tmr and guess what! i haven't even started learning my peribahasas.. and it's already like what, almost 10pm? i'm screwedscrewedscreweddd! i need my a1 for this paper cos if the selengerrrr abg ijet can get an a2 for malay, so can i. haha (: wish me luck ppl! and good luck to those taking the paper too!

and before i go, i would like to make a list of my beautiful baldies! [i don't especially love bald ppl, they just happen to be bald, really.]

1) zinedine zidane
2) adam levine
3) shayne ward
4) marcell

bald is beautiful! hahahaha

2006-10-25T18:34:00.000-07:00

i bought my goong dvd already! it's perfect. (: and i really can't stop watching it man.. like seriously. my cousins are all annoyed cos i kept telling them about joo ji hoon and all, haha. but honestly, i think i should stop my nonsense now. extended studies are here already and i should really settle down and prepare myself for erm.. the o's? my malay exam's on monday!! aaaaaaaaah!! i'm so freaked out. i haven't been doing anything to prepare myself for this totally major exam. i'm screwed la. actually you know what, screw exams!! i want to raya!!!!!

and speaking of raya, i had fun yesterday! the company was great, the food was awesome i totally couldn't stop eating no matter how hard i tried. but the money was the best! whoohoo i feel super rich now! this is my only moment to enjoy wealth since there's extended studies to sit through and that equals to no raya-ing which equals to me ending up as a peasant. so yupps, my case is quite sad and i really feel for my fellow batchmates...

oh and you know whatttt.. i was chased by a freaking cat last night! i looked so good in my baju kurung and heels and like wtf right, i just HAD to be chased by a cat. and you all know how much i hate cats right so you can like imagine my trauma omg. and the worst part was, no one even bothered to help me!! all they did was laugh at me! like hello, i needed help there!! screw cats man i am so glad none of the malays in 3e2 keep cats as pets. if not, i so won't be going to the person's house for raya ah..

and this afternoon, i had a slight shock. i received a missed call from an unknown caller and i was like wth who's this and all. so i checked my voicemail and guess who it was!!

MRS KHOO!!

hahahaha i was like laughing to myself la when i listened to the voicemail! it was reaaaallyyyy anticlimax.. anyways, she called just to remind us to bring the money tomorrow for the perth trip. she's so kanchiong man...

anyways, there's school tomorrow like omg. LESSONS!! argh. ss, lit, bio, malay. boring! oh and there's operation cleanup too so don't forget your rags, people!

2006-10-18T22:10:00.000-07:00

i went for the family buka last saturday and this was what my cousin said:

cousin: (puts his arms on my head) eh, what's your height ah? 15..5?
me: haha 153 la.
cousin: huh? so short?????!
me: whatever okay. i don't care already. anyways it's good what being short.. can find boyfriend easily..
cousin: huh.. really.. eeee but i don't want a girlfriend as short as you, you know..!
me: ehhhh!!!

soooo evil!

anyways, we got back our english, lit, ss and chem papers already. i'm kinda happy with my marks i guess, except for chem. i could have done better if i didn't have manymany careless mistakes! we'll be getting geog and malay tmr. i'm kinda sscared actually. i really don't want to just pass geog. but i think might considering how much i screwed up.. malay is totally hopeless. i'm not expecting much for malay but i'd be happy with at least an a2! but i think that would be quite impossible so i'm all neutral.

so many people are sick now(including me) it's crazy!! we all have like flu/cough/sore throat and i tell you, it's the freaking haze!! i'm like already suffering here in singapore i really can't imagine myself living in indonesia now.. i think i'll just die, seriously. and i've got an eye infection!! it hurts and it's really gross. the haze is totally making it worse! and to those who are sick, get well soon okie! (:

and omg, i've so in love with goong now!! i'm like addicted! aaaah JOO JI HOON!!! he's like.. hotstuff!!! now i'm into koreans and kinda taking a break from shayne ward and all. haha. it's a cool change, really! i'm gonna buy the goong dvd with bazliana tmr! it's really expensive so we are sharing the cost. it's kinda dumb actually but we have come to an agreement. haha. aaaaah i'm so excited!!! joo ji hoon!!!! meltsmeltsmeltsssssssssssss

2006-10-11T17:11:00.000-07:00

exams are OVER yay!!!!!!

some are so screwed but whatever it's SO over and done with and i'm soso glad..

class buka tmr! can't waiiitttt. it's gonna be SO MUCH FUN (:

2006-09-17T20:43:00.000-07:00

i have just finished doing my english homework and i don't like what i wrote. it so does not sound like a newspaper report but whatever, i really have no mood to do it properly. my malay homework is also full of crap; i swear my answers to the comprehension don't make sense. at all. they are so redundant and kinda grammatically incorrect. ohwell.

this weekend should have been spent mugging but nopes, i didn't. all i did was slack and do nothing. i just read through my geog notes and that didn't exactly help since i was humming to the songs played on the radio half the time. i keep saying i'm screwed yet i don't make the effort to start doing something useful. somehow, i've lost my drive to study/mug and do productive stuffs. all i ever do over the weekend is to eat my life away. well, literally.

got back our progress report on thursday and i'm actually quite contented with my performance. just that i felt i could have done slightly better but ohwell, i can't change what's done.

i hope the week would be a slow one so that the eoys would come slightly slower. have a good week people and don't slack! [gosh i should really practise what i preach.]

2006-09-11T20:29:00.000-07:00

aaaaaaaaaaah i'm pissed pissed pissed!!!!! my fucking msn doesn't work and i swear it's getting on my nerves!! aaarghhhh. haliiimmm tooolooongggggggg!!!!

anyways, i got a new phone ytd! wheeeeheeee i'm happyhappy! (: i'm totally loving it. and aida, i shall dedicate a post to you when i'm free or whenever i'm not feeling lazy okies! i know you love me and i love you too! ♥

"my idol" otherwise known as my (ex)scilabpartner[aida] loves DORKS who do not sweat and sit in the computer room doing godknowswhat.. hmm.. if you ask me, i'd choose a sweaty rugger anytime... (;

oklah this is a super random post. i'd better finish up my emath homework soon. ciao!

fuck you lah msn, you'd better work NOW!

2006-09-09T14:07:00.000-07:00

weeeeeheeeeeeee okay fine i shall update.. school's in 2 days omg! the holidays passed so fast. i haven't finished my homework haha. but i mugged, okay. so my holiday's not exactly wasted (: . i finshed the chem homework, gave up on amath and uh, i haven't started on bio. which sucks; do all mcqs of chpt 1-10 of tys. shucks.

anyways, i went for singaporeidol results show on thursday, haha. stood with raihan at the mosh, that crazy girl. it was rocking(the si, not raihan,lol) and aaaaaaaah i lovelove jonathan leong! anyways, raihan and i figured we don't like rui en cos she's like... stuck up? yeahh. like, she didn't really entertain her fans much.. she actually looked kinda reluctant to be on the show. ohwell. plus i can't stand it how she's so freaking thin omg. like, everyone around us were talking abt it. i hope she isn't aneroxic or sth.. it's really freaky.

anyways, TENNIS US OPEN! andy roddick's in the finals, woohooo! i hope federer loses tonight or sth.. so andy roddick would have a higher chance of winning later in the finals! but i'm depressed. cos the finals would be on midnight or monday morning or sth and that equals to i won't be able to watch!!! cos what do i have? SCHOOL. yuckk. why so suay one... argh. fate is always so eveil to me. ohwell.

2006-09-02T12:33:00.000-07:00

thursday was so totally awesome! teacher's day celebrations in school was like kjjkrekqhfukehurkeq except towards the end.. which was really hilarious. i really miss rocking teacher's day concert like 2 yrs ago's. oh well. anyways, the highlight of the day was definitely going back to my primary school! :D :D

actually my trip there was kinda last minute. haliim smsed to ask if i was going but i said no. then i was like thinking how much fun i would have there so i was all whattheheck i'm going back even if it means i'll be going back alone. got there at 1++ and i swear i totally didn't regret my decision!

more people came and we just all hung out. it was pretty cool.. took a couple of pictures, they really make my day! and guess what! my guy friends are like so totally hot now haha! ok lah maybe not hot but they look goooooood! so tall and mature now i guess.. it was nice to see that change in them haha.

went around sch to look for teachers and talked to them. the teachers are EVIIIIIIIL i tell you. they all said i didn't grow since p6!!! that is pure rubbish okay. i DID grow. but only a few cm haha. but whateverrr. point is, i grew. (:
buttttt, they said i lost weight!! haha. that is good news to me cos i actually wouldn't mind being called short but to be called fat is just jfkhnvjkwhvkhwlk. heh.

and i think i kinda scared haliim's bro's friend haha. but whatever. it's really not my fault i suddenly got excited (: . zayd is mean because he didn't even like bother to talk to us. nazirul was nice. he sat with fatin, ezyan and i and we just talked. as usual, i did most of the talking. haha. ooh and he voluntarily showed us pics of his gf.. haha not bad ah, nazirul.. it was a pity aisyah didn't join us. it would have been a great reunion otherwise. but thursday was still awesome!! i'll never forget the fun i had.. haha. <333

mdm nadiaaaa my fave teacher! <3

on a more serious note, i'm gonna officially start my revision next week. what's left of this weekend shall be spent slacking (:

2006-08-29T22:11:00.000-07:00

i swear mats are like the most disgusting people you can find on earth. they think they're so cool but fact is, they're fucking cowards. they will only ever disturb girls in a group, never ever will you find a single mat going solo to disturb a girl. it's like always a case of many-to-one. and so for that, mats are cowards.

today on my way home, i had an encounter with bastards aka mats. i took a double-decked bus 10 with wida, syaz and atiqah. and halfway through the journey, a group of mats came up the bus. as usual, they made so much noise and were totally being a public nuisance. and when we reached tampines, atiqah, syaz and wida quickyly got off their seats and kinda left me in the lurch(ok slightly exaggerated here). they knew i always almost get into these kinda situations with mats but still, they evil-ly chose to not save me, the damsel in distress. thus, i was left to fend for myself.

when atiqah quickly stood up, i also stood up and was behind her. and then this particular kanina mat stood up and he was so fucking close to me. it was so deliberate i swear. then he tapped on my shoulder but i completely ignored, duh. i heard them whispering to each other and suddenly i found my pocket extra light. i checked and found my wallet missing. i checked the seat but it obviously wasn't there cos i had made sure i had my wallet with me before i stood up.

so i turned around to see if those bastards had my wallet. this particular mat had his hand behind his back and was edging away frm me "playfully". it was obviously my wallet so i had to of course ask for it. while i was dealing with this problem, those three were already downstairs. when i got my wallet back, that bastard of a mat had the cheek to say: kak, next time be careful eh.

i was like wtf!!!! but i ignored and didn't say anything. omgggg i swear i was so fucking pissed. and that mat obviously wasn't out to like steal my wallet or something.. he was just trying to be gatal that kinda thing. the funny thing was, i couldn't even feel it when he fished for my wallet from my pocket. i guess he's like a pro pickpocket or something. i swear he was so lucky he didn't accidentally touch my ass while trying to do that. cos if he did, i swear he would be in deep shit. urgh.

so to all the cowardly mats out there, get a life, you bastards.

2006-08-25T20:35:00.000-07:00

school's been alright i guess, minus the fact that my amath marks are shitty. i doubt i care anymore; i'm not even using it for my R5. i think i have a chance of getting an L1R5 of 10 this term.. but i really hope i would get an 8 though..

we are given a half-day on thursday, teacher's day cum last day of school to apparently "celebrate the school's achievements".. i think most people would be going back to their primary schools but i'm not sure if i'd be going too. i was thinking of having a mini class party after teacher's day celebrations.. i hope the class will agree to this even if it's only for half an hour or something.

anyways, on another note, i reaaaally think my mum is crazy/weird. she's so psycho and does really ridiculous things.. even some of my friends agree with me. for the first time, she actually allowed me to vote for jon and hady last night! she wasn't even unhappy about it.. when i asked her, she happily agreed. the other day right, i voted for jon twice without telling her.. and when the bill came (it was only $1.20 for 2 votes), she kinda nagged at me cos she had to pay an extra $1.20 for the phone bill. sighh.

final year exams are coming soon!! and i haven't even started on my revision. i'm sucha procrastinator. like everytime i say i'll start studying, i end up slacking and eating. ohwell, what's new man..

to end this post, i would like to put up a picture of my hotstuff. it's been here before but i suddenly miss him and i just have to do this. (:

2006-08-20T21:14:00.000-07:00

saturday was AWESOME! the zany parade totally rocked! and guess what! 3E2 WON FIRST FOR ZANY GREEN PARADE!!! whoohooooo! all our hard work paid off seriously.. everyone was soooo enthu during the actual performance and i felt so overwhelmed when the whole thing ended! omg i reallyreally love 3e2! let's all work hard together to win more stuffs, okie? i love you guys alot!! so good job there, everyone.. (: and special thanks to ZANETA TAN! like sophie said, you're our idol! hahaha. without you, it would be close to impossible to pull this off! i love you!!

2006-08-16T21:03:00.000-07:00

ytd was quite a typical but slightly funny day. the amath ca was nvjrnuvhuihvu4n. i can't believe i lost 6 freaking marks just like that. dammit.

i can't rmbr during which period it was, but i found this conversation i had with siew chi rather anticlimax and amusing..

siewchi: eh farah.. you're having your period right.. you want my panadol not (the one for menses cramps)..?
me: HUH?! aiyer why would i want it.. i don't even have cramps!!!!
siewchi: aiyah.. the foil for one of the tablets came off and i don't want to waste it..
me: wahlau.. then you want to give it to me? omg.. i don't even need it..

haha. it was really spastic. i was totally taken aback but yeah, it's cool. (:

malay lesson was so full of shit. i swear this cikgu shikin has ISSUES with me. well, she either reaaaaallyy likes me or, she simply loves to pick on me. every single malay, without fail, she will call my name. every single time i will be either asked to answer questions OR i would be used as an example in her sentences.

ytd, i was made to do an impromptu 2-min talk. it was totally crap but seriously, i can't be blamed because malay sentences are just too hard to form. well, for me that is. and just now, she just HAD to call me to answer one of her stupid questions. it was really irritating cos i just don't see why she can't find another person to call.. and i wasn't even being inattentive!! i was so paying attention okay.

and on monday right, the ppl from other classes came late so she made our class start the ca first. then suddenly she came up to me and asked: "mana yang lain, farah?" (where is everyone else, farah?) i obviously had no freaking idea so i replied: "huh..manalah saya tahu cikgu.." (huh.. how would i know..) seriously, what does she think i am? some kinda informer is it? that is seriously mental..

but it's okay, i shall put up with her if i want a good testimonial at the end of sec4, heh. (:

geog ytd was boring, so marissa and i decided to pass notes. haha it was really fun, but writing those stuffs in her book made us even more depressed.. haha.

marissa's depression...

and mine. hahas. excuse the horrible handwriting.. when depressed, i write like that lol. my actual handwriting's 54758847788684times better trust me (:

got back a few of our marks today.. well i must say i'm satisfied with most of my results though i so could have done better. hmm, if there are no other changes, i have secured A1s for both geog and bio and an A2 for chem. i hope i'd get an A1 for combined humans since both my maths are like shiat already. and i'd be happy with a B3 for malay, haha.

stayed back to do the stuffs for zany parade today.. and guess what! my prawn is supersuper CUUUUTEEE! and for goodness' sake ppl, it is NOT a goddamn whale.

there's trng tmr! i think i'm excited. but i haven't played in TWO weeks! aaaaaaaaa am i screwed or am i screwed..

2006-08-13T15:30:00.000-07:00

at 2.07am :

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hey you!
farahhh(: says:
hmm?
[][][][.....fearless.chicken.....][][][] says:
me is going 2 go to sleep sooon
farahhh(: says:
yup
farahhh(: says:
i was planning to go off soon too
[][][][.....fearless.chicken.....][][][] says:
alrite
[][][][.....fearless.chicken.....][][][] says:
let's go off 2gether
[][][][.....fearless.chicken.....][][][] says:
at the count of 3
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1,
farahhh(: says:
hahas
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2,
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3!
farahhh(: says:
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
farahhh(: says:
(:
[][][][.....fearless.chicken.....][][][] says:
BYYEEEE!

-a few moments later-

farahhh(: says:
how come u're still hereeeeeee
[][][][.....fearless.chicken.....][][][] says:
haha
[][][][.....fearless.chicken.....][][][] says:
i was abt to ask u tt
[][][][.....fearless.chicken.....][][][] says:
haha!

hahas that was so freaking retarded but amusing (:

2006-08-12T23:22:00.000-07:00

hahas i took this pic.. pretty? (:

anyways, guess what! our class won 2nd for the rhd class deco competition! haha not bad right.. so well done 3e2!

cross country is next week i think.. and we haven't even started on our zany parade thinger. we are so freaking screwed, we needa start soon! the school sucks cos they informed us of the zany parade stuffs so bloody late! and according to them, we have AMPLE preparation time. riiight..

i screwed up my malay karangan ca ytd. but like i care. my malay is seriously going down.. it wasn't that bad in sec1 and 2 but when sec3 came.. my malay's the equivalent of rubbish! even my standard of malay in primary school was waaay better seriously. i wrote a totally worse-than-primaryschool standard karangan ytd. it totally sucked and i'm really not exaggerating. i myself was appalled at the kind of baby words i used in the composition.. cikgu shikin will seriously just pass my compo. but then again, considering the nonsense that i handed in, i think she might just fail me.

malay bahasa ca on monday if i'm not wrong.. well i hope i do really well for this section if not i'm gonna end up with a c6 for malay again! amath ca on tuesday and i swear i've forgotten my functions.. the sketching part especially. i haven't even started on my revision la. rahhh. emath spring test next week also and chem formativetest! and after that.. NO MORE CAS!!!! i think. whoohooooooooooooo can't wait can't wait! school's really taking over my social life. but like whatever. term3's ending and that equals to eoy's coming!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i'm super freaked la. i needa do well for eoy but then again, like who doesn't?

okays enough about school blues. on a lighter note, i went to catch fireworks just now! and whoohooooo france is THE BOMB. i swear. they soso rocked and i totally love their fireworks display. i hope they win haha. france is absolute love!!! ~~if only my zidane was there to savour the moment with me..~~

and i'm super annoyed. some singaporeans are like really the limit.. they are always so very impatient, inconsiderate and sometimes their behaviour is simply appalling. i guess it's time for a change, really. and i swear i could've just slapped this angmoh standing next to me in the face just now.. so freaking annoyingggg. it was already so darn packed and he could still give way to this really sickeningly impatient ahsoh, causing me to be pushed backwards. he also kept lifting his arms and he was wearing a sleeveless top somemore! plus i'm already so short and can you just imagineee.. omg.

okies i wanna sleep now. i have to wake up early tmr and get started on amath.. ohwell. nights ppl! (:

france is love!

2006-08-08T13:30:00.000-07:00

ytd we had lit and emath ca. they were like back to back so i was all flustered and everything. well both papers weren't too bad.. actually right, i found the maths paper quite ~~easy~~ okay. but i don't know la.. some people said it was tough. i really hope i do well for that maths paper if i want my a2 for emath!

national day celebrations in schol today was fun! it felt really nice to see everyone so dolled up and prettyful. but i found the lower sec kinda boring.. most of them were dressed in red and white. but we the FUNKY ones wore ethnic costumes! in view of asean day.. coolstuff!

anyways after school, bazliana and i went to century square to have ice kacang. haha i swear it was the worst ice kacang we've ever eaten in our lives. it was so effing gross! there was so much green and when the thing's all melted, it looked like puke. yeckk.

after eating, we made our way to the interchange. then suddenly, this whole group of mats came in the opposite direction and was like walking towards us. and then this idiotic guy PURPOSELY dropped, like literally dropped his freaking cap like directly in front of my feet! he then picked it up and said "sorry sorry" and apparently it was SO funny the whole group of them laughed. seriously, that was the most LOSER-ish thing to do at that age, i swear. i was so effing pissed la after that. like wtf is their problem! urghh so childish. but idiots will always be idiots so i guess there's nothing much i can say.

and just now while i was walking home from the bus stop, i saw safuan my primary school friend! haha. i must say he looks good now, seriously. actually, all my primary school friends look good now. especially the guys, really. they all look so much taller and more matured.. no longer as idiotic. and the way they talk now is like also more polite, not as disastrous as before. the change is really shocking! haha.

safuan was abit surprised when he saw me and so was i. we had a super brief chat and it feels reallyreally good to be talking to your old friends again after a longlong time.. so now i'm happy!! and speaking of old friends, i really miss the whole bunch of them. it's been so long since we had that much fun together.. i really can't wait to have a reunion or something.. i wanna play floorball like last time! time flies really fast. it's already my 3rd yr in sec sch already. i kinda miss my primary school days.. haha. (:

friends are forever! (:

2006-08-05T13:46:00.000-07:00

I'M FUCKING TIRED OF ALL THESE SHIT. CAN I JUST RUN AWAY AND NEVER RETURN?

2006-08-04T16:02:00.000-07:00

yay it's finally FRIDAY!! oh my gosh i've been waitinggggggg for today since last week. i'm like so relieved now that bio ca's over. the paper was kinda okay. just okay.

let's see.. two freaking major cas on monday and only one weekend to mug. i really hope i do well cos term3 is like really screwed. i need to get a1 for emaths!! argh!! nvm i CAN DO THIS.

the amaths spring test we had ytd was rubbish. i don't think anyone completed it la. soo many questions and only 25minutes to finish. i'm convinced that mrsloy is seriously out to ruin our lives.

we all got the shock of our lives on wednesday. we came to malay class and suddenly cikgu shikin announced that we'll be having our karangan ca then. i was so shocked my heart almost stopped and my hands immediately went cold. she didn't even tell us beforehand she just SPRANG the news to us there and then.

i totally panicked cos i really need mental preparation before doing a karangan ca. so we all protested and everything and that woman kept looking at me!! like what on earth is her problem. she just loves picking on me i have no idea why. she always calls my name in class and every time she's like unhappy with the class, she'll look at me. like hello, i'm not the evil student!!

in the end we did a peringkasan ca. it was okay but still screwed. malay sentences are super long and it's so difficult to summarise a sentence! arghhh.

oh and we got back our chem and ss papers. well i'm really satisfied with my results even though i could have done better.. i can't believe i missed my a1 for chem cos of a careless mistake!! but i'm still contented i guess. i was lucky to even pass..

national day celebrations in school on tuesday.. i hope it'll be FUN!! bring your cameras, ppl! (:

2006-07-31T18:05:00.000-07:00

we got back our geog paper today. i got 18/25.. thank god. i really didn't expect it since i didn't even finish the paper and my diagram was like, rubbish. so i'm happyhappyhappyyyy! (:

i think we'll be getting our chem paper tmr. oh god, just let me pass. i'd be really contented.

i wanna watch this movie again!! aaaaaaarghh.

okay and i need to watch the lake house!! anyone wanna watch it with me? i'm like desperate here hahas. (:

2006-07-28T22:52:00.000-07:00

drama performance on wednesday was goooooooooooooood! i lovelovelove! the acting was so rad, but i found the whole thing not as glam as cabaret.. but then again, i guess we can't compare since they both have totally different plots.

reached home at 10.40pm and i was so shagged by the time i got home. anyways, for the pics, click HERE. save them yourselves okie! thanks loads (:

this morning i asked ms chan how many people from our class passed chem and she said ard 10.. sigh. i really hope there'll be more passes. but to have 10 passes in class isn't exactly that bad i guess, considering the fact that most classes have like less than 5 people passing. so yuppps.

lit ca's postponed to week7. my goodness; like what is wrong with the school. so now lit ca would be on the same day as emath ca. haiyo. bio ca's this friday. i hope i pull through.

damn i'm so shagged. nights people and all the best for the upcoming cas! (:

2006-07-25T19:46:00.000-07:00

aiyerrr i didn't finish my geog paper!! the part on earthquakes aaaaaa!! i'm so pissed. i feel SO EFFING relieved now that geog's over even though i know i'm either gonna fail or just pass.. but heck, geog's over and i'm a happy girl now! (:

ooh i saw my primary school teacher just now. actually he saw me first. he was like: ah..ni budak white sands ni.. somehow i found the voice so freaking familiar and when i turned, it was mr azhad!! i so knew that it was him when i heard his voice.. then we had a short chat and stuff. i can't believe he actually remembered me! haha.

he's now a principal in some international school. that's like, coolstuff! he's also tkss' new football coach! he coaches them every monday, wednesday and friday and he said i can actually see him tmr at the field haha. well it felt great lah, we actually had a smooth conversation; i didn't even feel shy or anything. so i guess that's good.

anyways, class photo-taking tmr! haiyo why can't they like tell us earlier or sth.. and i swear they will make me sit on the bench since i'm short.. but nvm lah cos hajjar will be there with me too, hahas. (:

ooh and i bought monthly contacts just now! so now i can come to school without my annoying glasses.. only one problem though. i can't find my freaking spectacles casing! i'm so forgetful nowadays.. okay that would be like an understatement. i'm ALWAYS so forgetful and absentminded. arghh.

drama perf tmr! so can't wait!! ((:

2006-07-23T22:11:00.000-07:00

school's been a whole load of bullshit. i'm so exhausted i just want out. i know everyone's feeling the same way too so there's no use complaining cos i'm not the only one. i haven't really been doing well for the CAs and it's killing me... and it's not like i didn't study for them. i MUGGED for them. this simply shows how i'm still not good enough. but it's okay because i still have time though there isn't much left. i shall buck up; i KNOW i can do this.

manymany CAs coming up and i really hope i'll do well. i can't afford anymore screw-ups. there're a couple of things to look forward to this week although there are CAs to endure before the fun actually comes. but who cares, i'm gonna nail all those CAs. good luck everybody and don't be too stressed out, okay! we're all in this together..(sounds familiar?) haha (:

2006-07-15T19:37:00.000-07:00

whooooooooooots the singapore idol results show on thursday rocked big time!! thursday was a superrrr long day for me. had school, and then trng, and then SI. i lied abit to mr ho so that i could get to SI on time. but whatever, at least i didn't pon the whole of trng. (:

we didn't get seats but we got a better deal (i think)! we all got to stand at the mosh pit!! did that rock or what. and being short has its advantages, i swear. me, syazwani and fadhilah were all (quite) short so the crew allowed us to stand in front! like area in front of the judges there! so we were like less than 1metre away from the idols! marissa was tall and she was almost shoo-ed by the crew. she had to like crouch throughout the entire show just so she could stay. haha so kesian!

and ohmyfuckinggawddddddddd jonathan is sooooo HOT!!! like aaaaaarghh!!!!! i was screaming screaming for his name but he didn't hear.. so he shook hands with the people closest to him only.. i got depressed cos he's really my fave and like a few seconds after my depression, he smiled at me and then he walked towards me and SHOOK MY HAND!!! omggg i almost fainted!! like AAAAAAAAARGGGHH!!!

i know it's only singapore idol la but whatever. i lovelove jonathan! and i can't believe he's like in the bottom three! singaporeans are BLIND i swear!

and today i went to the roadshow at tampines mall lol. the only reason i went was, i was jealous cos wida and syazwani got to meet and hug jonathan at the parkway roadshow earlier. so i ~~forced~~ made them come down to tm so that i have company! haha so thanks you guys!

i held on to the poster syaz made with jon's name.. i shook it super hard and by the time the entire thing ended, it was all flimsy and crumpled and slightly torn. jonathan saw the poster and he smiled at us a couple of times! he's super nice and friendly i like!

then the idols were supposed to throw bags containing SIX tickets to the spectaculars. jonathan smiled at us and threw his bag towards syaz and i [really, we're not prasaning] but guess what! we were too short so we missed it! and this kpo makcik standing behind us got the bag like WTF please! urgh so sickening!!

i got depressed but i still rooted for my jonathan! and then it was the autograph session, the queue was too long so we didn't queue. but then at the last minute, syaz and i just decided to give it a shot since jon can't come down to take a pic with us anyway. and we're so lucky cos we were one of the last people to get their autographs!

and GUESS WHAT! i got to hug jonathan! and he fucking remembered me, people!! he was like, "hey.. it's nice to see you again.." i was dyingggg inside, seriously. aaaargh so hottttttt!!! i was just talking to him and stuff and then this stupid security guard just had to push me aside! how idiotic! but whatever, getting to hug jon and shake his hand again was simply raaaad!!

NOTE: i'm not exactly into singapore idol, i just love JONATHAN LEONG!

2006-07-11T16:30:00.000-07:00

DISCLAIMER: THIS WOULD BE A VERY ZIDANE POST. IF YOU'RE UNINTERESTED, DON'T READ!

arghhhhhhh i can't believe my darling france lost the world cup! like, they so freaking deserved to win please! they were better than italy on pitch even.. especially the second half. arghhh it seriously pains me especially since i've been supporting france since the start of the tourney.

and i swear i hate the referee. and that fucking materazzi; so sickening! he's like a complete drama ~~queen~~ king. i mean, zizou's headbutt wasn't even that hard that it would have caused him to fall backwards and lie sprawled on the ground right! so actionnn i tell you!

zidane was absolutely perfect on pitch. his penalty was awesome.. if only his header had made it and was not saved by that bufoon. the match freaking rocked cos zidane got a lot of camera time! they showed a lot of him i absolutely love it.

i swear france so could have won.the zidane send-off was totally depressing for me, duhhh. i saw him cry and i kinda teared too. my heart was like shattered into a million pieces.. so heartwrenching!! i hate that materazzi for insulting my favouritest zizou!

after zidane was red-carded, watching the match felt kinda different. it was so off to actually watch a france match without zidane on pitch, really. if zizou and henry was there to take the penalties, then it would not have been the mafia's game.

the prize presentation totally broke my heart.. zinedine zidane, the MAN OF THE MATCH wasn't even there to collect his medal.. it was reallyreally saddening. i mean without zizou, france wouldn't even be in the finals! it was really all cos of him that france made it that far yet he wasn't present to receive his prize. so heartbreaking!!

and there's so much coverage on zizou in the papers! like really ALOT. there wasn't much on italy's win instead, it was an entire hooha on zidane. i love the pics but reading the articles were depressing.. they kept harping on the headbutting incident! arghh stupid materazzi.

on a lighter note, i'm really happy zizou won the Best Player award! come on people, he deserved it! you can't judge by that headbutting incident alone.. during this entire world cup season, he was so superb okay, SUPERB.

nevermind what he did to that materazzi [well that italian asked for it], ZINEDINE ZIDANE is STILL and FOREVER WILL be my FAVOURITEST and the BESTEST FOOTBALLER. (:

depressing much.

2006-07-08T20:16:00.000-07:00

since i was so excited in doing a zidane post, i totally forgot to add something really important in my post!

on thursday, i had my 'o' levels malay oral. it was okay i guess, except for the fact that i screwed my bacaan. so sickening argh! i was like too nervous so when i read my voice came out shaky and stuff.. so a piece of advice to those awaiting their turn: do not be too nervous and kanchiong like me cos it will somehow affect your reading. yupps.

the conversation was okay. just okay. i could have added in more points if not cos of my nervousness. but overall, i think i did better than the one with cikgu zain. and the examiners laughed at me. i'm not sure if that's supposed to be good or bad. but whatever it is, i am SO goddamn relieved that it's all OVER! and best wishes to all those who'll be taking their oral soon! (:

last night i went out to have a belated birthday celebration with my aunt and uncle and cousins and grandmother. it was super fun! my aunt+uncle got me 2 pairs of jeans from giordano! i lovelovelove! i had to send the jeans for alteration since they're too long for me since i'm too short, andandand i bought those jeans from northpoint at yishun!! which means i have to go allll the way back to yishun to collect my jeans.. that's like so goddamn far i really don't know how i'm gonna collect them so yeah.

amath ca on monday and ss ca on tuesday and fuck, i'm too lazy to study.

2006-07-06T18:18:00.000-07:00

DISCLAIMER: THIS WILL BE AN EXTREMELY LONG (PICTURE) POST. DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU. (:

HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY ME!!

ytd was awesome! i love my friends to bit and pieces! thanks all for the wishes and gifts! really made my day!! sorry i'm too lazy to make a personal dedication to each and every one of you. heh. =p

anyways, my darling FRANCE got into the world cup finals!! omgomg i was soooo happy i ~~almost~~ cried!! and guess what? it's all thanks to my darling ZIZOU!!!! arghhh zidane i love you!!! but then i find that he played better in the brazil match.. he was abit off for just now's match but i still love him! i know he'll make me proud on sunday! ((:

and now the pictures.. (:

in perfect control..

and he SCORES!!

celebrating his goal (:

hugging portugal captain after the match..

this is such a gay picture haha

such intensity.. ARGHHH!!

ZINEDINE ZIDANE!!

2006-07-02T17:19:00.000-07:00

whoooohoooooooooooooo france won!!!! yayyyyyy!!! take that, brazil supporters!! my zidane rocks ah.. his free kick was so awesome! which was why henry could manage a goal. without zidane, france wouldn't have been able to score okay!

and i am so proud of myself cos i stayed up till 5am to catch the france/brazil match! slept through the first match since i don't support either teams plus i really need to prepare for zidane! so at 3am i was super AWAKE. and i lasted through the entire match. (:

first half was abit boring but second half was awesome! and have i mentioned that zidane's perfect? ARGHHHH!! i'm betting for france and germany to be in the finals. but germany has a higher chance of winning so whatever. i reallyreally hope portugal loses to france in the next match! i BELIEVE in zidaneeeeeee (:(:

2006-07-01T19:38:00.000-07:00

ytd's pe lesson was madness. mdm lee made us run the entire 2.4km and i swear my timing's like kldjfkljrelerlvkejowiej. yupp just a few more weeks to the real thing and how screwed can i get. plus, mdm lee said they raised the standards so it'll be hard to like even pass.

didn't catch germany/argentina match last night cos i was too sleepy. but i'm watching zidane's match later at 3! (: yay go FRANCE!!!!

went bowling with marissa, shaakir and hafez just now at safratampines. it was so full of shit la. i suck at bowling but hafez suck MORE. (: after that we went to play the car racing thinger. haha so fun! but i ended up last.. 4th position!!

then we went to eat at kfc. sat there for quite long and they all introduced me this this straw game. ok lah it's not exactly a game but it's really fun! i wanna try it againnnn!.. and after eating we walked to the busstop. as we walked, our topic of conversation suddenly diverted to condoms.

since marissa had a packet of condom in her wallet, we all decided to 'experiment' with it.. well it took marissa an extremely loooong time before finally deciding to open it. haha then we played with the thing and i shan't elaborate(: . but it was quite fun la.. and funny yupps.

by then it was already 630 so i decided to cab home. shared cab with hafez and shaakir. they each paid me 2bucks for the cab fare eh! so dumb rite.. so in the end i had to only pay 2bucks for the fare since they have already settled the 4bucks. (((:

thanks marissa for asking me out today!! i lovelove you!!

2006-06-29T20:30:00.000-07:00

OMG HIS EYES!!!!! the intensity.. omggg my zidaneeeeeee

2006-06-29T19:56:00.000-07:00

trng just now was really nice. it feels good to start trng again. and i'm so happy cos i didn't screw up today! yay(:

c.qing: who's not feeling well?
me: me. i have a backache..
c.qing: why??
me: it's not bacause i injured myself or anything la.. i like have my period now
c.qing: (looks disgusted) you didn't have to tell me that
me: but you asked whaaat..

oh and ruo yu said mdmlee made her class run four rounds of the freaking school for pe. omg that means we'll have to do the same tmr since there's pe!! arghhhhhhhhh i'm so screwed.. i really have no form of stamina whatsoever.. HOW TO RUN??!!!!!

anyways, france vs brazil this saturday at 3am! yay luckily it's a weekend so that means i can watch! i'll probably be going to my dad's house the catch the match or sth since i have no cable. or if channel5 decides to show it on tv, then i shall just stay at home with the comfort of my bed and pillows(: .

hahaha i've decided to support france now. actually i think they might have a chance to win.. i like brazil also but then i think it's time someone else win the worldcup. and duhhhhhhhhh my hotstufff is in the team so i'll be rooting for him [and his team] !!

presenting...

MR BALD BUT ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL ....

ZINEDINE ZIDANE!! <33

2006-06-27T20:36:00.000-07:00

surprisingly, school hasn't been that bad. but it's only because it's only the start of the term. there's amath springtest and bio formativetest this week. bio's on thursday, so it's not that bad. i have been practising amath since i got back so i shall reserve tmr for bio since i ridiculously forgot to bring my textbook home.

and omg, i swear this year my birthday would be the WORST birthday everrr. it's so sickening!! the day before there's emath ca and the next day i'd be having my o levels malay oral!! like WTF how to enjoy my birthday like that! and i so have a freaking feeling that the english dramatisation may be on my birthday.. or worse, the amath ca!! arghhhhhhhh!!! i lead a sadSADDD life!!

oh and this morning i got a slight shock.. aft morning assembly, while going up the stairs back to class, mrs ngin was walking behind marissa and me. then suddenly she asked to speak with me alone. i got really scared cos i really had no idea what it was about. she kinda beat around the bush a little. first she asked me if my home phone number changed. i said ya, so she reminded me to update it. [omg i can't imagine her suddenly calling me up during the hols.]

then came the real thing. she asked me if i was really depressed. cos apparently, from the reflections that i wrote for bio, she could feel that i was. i was REALLY shocked cos i'm really not the type of person who would be depressed over school and stuff. i mean yes, school's depressing and all, but i'll never allow it to take control of my life. i swear i didn't know my reflections sounded that depressing. i just wrote on how disappointed i was of my term2biograde.. i wasn't even anywhere close to feeling suicidal at that time.

so mrs ngin gave me a little pep talk as we walked to class. she told me it's okay and everything and that the important thing is that i do my best. i felt really touched and i almost teared[don't ask why, i'm just ~~abit~~ emotional]. so yupp, i really like mrs ngin, she's very caring and she seriously deserves an award or something. plus, i never expected her to suddenly come up to me and ask if i'm facing any problems.. i guess i should just relax a little, and not subconsciously give ppl impressions that i'm a depressed teen or something. i suddenly feel loved. haha.

ZIDANE vs RAUL OMG!!!!!

2006-06-24T23:30:00.000-07:00

just came back from the rg drama about an hour ago. it was okay, but nothing much happened. and marissa's mum sent us home after that. thanks loads! (:

the drama was supposed to start at 745 but some really smart person thought it starts at 7. and we reached there at 645 and i was like wtf we had so much time to kill! marissa aisha and i pretended to be pissed and walked out and guess what? we ended up at shangri-la hotel which was nearby! since we had so much time to kill, we camwhored in the toilet! hahaha really anticlimax but FUNNN(:

aiyer too lazy to update already. ohoh, english presentation's in weekTWO!! yay! that's like a whole load off my chest. ya la i know i'm slow. -_-"

2006-06-24T13:53:00.000-07:00

gosh we're super screwed for english project. is the presentation reallyreally on monday??
uihfuiehruierihvewuhihiu

anyways, meeting marissa and aisha later at 5.15 at tampines int. omg so longgg from nowww.. i don't know what to do to kill time! argh. i hope i won't reach home late tonight if not i'd be grounded or something.. omg may god bless me..

2006-06-20T20:28:00.000-07:00

today was officially the most disappointing day of my life. went out with aisha, marissa, shaakir, juffrino, hafez and marcus. we're supposed to tennis/pool and whatever else but noo our supposed host, juffrino, forgot that his condo was under renovation. like how LAME is that!

so we decided to play tennis at bedok yupps. waited close to HALFANHOUR for the guys to come. what's this, a revolution? i thought girls are supposed to be late! when they finally came, we forced them to roll the court since it was really wet due to the rain earlier. it was also kinda their punishment for being late. (:

our SLAVES. tsk, hopeless case.

so there were like 7 ppl on one court, kinda retarded but yeahh. the guys were so antisocial i swear except for shaakir.. then two retarded ppl decided to play soccer in tennis court. so hopeless!

fastforward; we finished playing and left. then i saw this reallyreally familiar red van drive past. and i was like OMG COACH QING!!! then the guys saw their friend, collin and was like so excited. then coach qing came out and they were like, that's collin's father? and i was like, NOO! that's my coach!!

haha then i went up to coach qing and talked for a while.. feels good, man. then coachqing asked who those guys were and i said my friends.. he asked from where so i told him victoria school.. collin's friend, yupp. then he was like.. wahh, not bad ah farah.. haha i bet coach thought they were losers.. ~~which they are~~.

marissa's mum invited us over for some pizza but the guys decided to be action and didn't wanna come. so the three of us cabbed home, shaakir joined us and he paid the cab fare (: . and abt an hour later, the other dudes decided to come so yup. it felt really awkward at ris' place cos the guys just had to be such idiots and not talk.

dinner was ridiculous! there wasn't really much convo but it was kinda funny.. especially the signlanguage crap. and that shaakir, is totally pathetic. he was passing the pizza to everyone and i was next to him. the pan was freaking hot and he apparently accidentally pushed it and it touched my hand!! i was so shocked cos it was hot and the pizza i was holding flew out of my hands, onto my pants and eventually the floor. it was SO embarrassing!! and what did shaakir do? laughed. grrr.

at 7pm, aisha and i left. BUT, before leaving, we decided to hide marcus' and hafez's slippers! they were mean to us so yup. so lame i know but we had fun (:. and juffrino's shoes are SUPER HUGE i swear.

right??!

2006-06-19T18:44:00.000-07:00

ytd was simply raaaad. spent the entire afternoon with my rocking cousins and it was a blast, as usual. we ate kfc and pizzas and all that junk. reaaally gooood. we camwhored and stuff and the theme for the day was "kawaii". haha don't askkk. (: i lovelove my family and cousins and i wldn't want to trade it for anything else in this world. ever.

going out to run/tennis with marissa and aisha and godknowswhoelse tmr. i hope it wld be fun. and tmr shall officially be the fittest day in my entire june holiday life.

2006-06-18T13:06:00.000-07:00

argh wtf abg fahmy has got his driving license already! i found out ytd, it was super shocking. since he's only 18 this year, i thought wld get his license like next year or sth but he got it on the first of this month!! arghhh. ~~and he's quite a dangerous driver.~~

spent my day with cousins ytd. really nonsensical but fun! marissa finally called me this morning at nine.. haha i had to force myself to wake since i know she might not be free later. so yupp, it felt good. (:

yayyy and abg effi has just sent me peterpan's pics from last night's showcase! woohooo. thanks loaaaaaaaddddsss (:

2006-06-16T15:10:00.000-07:00

okay so flagday wasn't that bad.. did flagday with tabitha and we slacked ALOT. caught the benchwarmers to like waste 1hr++ of our time.. and omg the show was super hilarious! it's reallyreally nonsensical but kinda inspiring..

went out with syazwani and aisha ytd. super fun! we wanted to catch she's the man at cathay but then when we reached we found out that it was sold out alr. ): then we considered silent hill.. it was NC16 so we contemplated if we shld just try to sneak in.. and when we FINALLY decided to try, it was sold out!! so much for contemplating la..

in the end we decided on garfield2. haha yup retarded i know. but the show was funny! really cute.. so i watched 2 retarded shows in a span of 2 days(:

aft that we decided to walk to heeren. went up to the second flor i think and we saw this poster of soccermen outside adidas!! HOTSTUFFFF. kakaraulzidane!<33 we stared at the poster for close to half an hour[okay maybe i'm exaggerating, but whatever] and aisha was nuts abt ballack! hahaha.

we went into the shop aft a while and spent a loong time there.. we watched the adidas adverts over and over again and i got pissed cos they hardly showed raul in the advert! walked some more and stopped by the poster again before we left(: .]

went home with syaz cos aisha had to meet serena. we took the mrt back to city hall and syaz wanted to see hotstuffs' posters so we took the escalator up just to see them. it was really retarded and ppl were staring at us.. i took out my cam and snapped pics of my favourite players namely kakaraulzidane(: . it was abit embarassing la but like i care.

got home and slacked. and i did chem revision until 2am. feels good man.. haha. 1 more week to school!!! fuck, i'm sacred.

and oh, my darling marissa will be back today!! <3333

2006-06-13T18:42:00.000-07:00

okay i'm officially screwed.. flagday tmr at 8am at TAMPINES!! omg the horror.. shitshit i really don't feel like doing flagday tmr.. ARGHHHHHHH

went to the sch library ytd[of all places] with aisha to mug.. okay not really mugging, completing my homework rather.. very productive, surprisingly! i love the sch library.. small it may be, but it's really peaceful there..

i was dealing with a MAJOR problem on my way to the main gate cos the side gate was closed. there was this SUPER HUGE dog roaming the road leading to the main gate.. this stupid usual brown dog.. what is wrong with these rich ppl! don't they know that other members of the public might be shit scared of their humongous dogs which roam aimlessly near a SCHOOL??

i got really scared so i walked back to the bus stop. then i saw a junior walking towards the main gate so i followed her! mygoodness i was like praying for my safety.. i can't even handle a puny kitten what more a huge dog!

and to make matters worse, this other equally HUGE black dog suddenly ran out of it's owner's car and started walking towards me.. i was like FUCK! i wanted to run but i was scared that it might CHASE me instead so i just walked faster.. and it's stupid owner.. didn't even bother to get it away from me! all she did was call out his name.. like hello, it's totally not working so shldn't you move your feet and get your freaking dog! urghhhh

i really feel like complaining to the sch abt this matter or sth.. i mean this dog issue is not the first time. in fact, it ALWAYS happens.. i don't think i'm being petty. no offence to dog/animal lovers but honestly, i really can't take it. and those inconsiderate owners, they think everyone is unafraid of dogs so it's okay for them to just let their ULTRA HUGE dogs walk ard; a sch zone at that.. rahhhhh

did chem revision today and i suck! shizzz i need to buck up..

2006-06-09T20:12:00.000-07:00

i'd walk a thousand miles says:
omg
am i seeing
ashley parker angel's let you go?
farahhh(: says:
hahahahaha
WHYYYYYYYY
i love tt song kays
i'd walk a thousand miles says:
LOVE THAT SONG!
farahhh(: says:
SAMEEE
i LOVE the lyrics
haha
i'd walk a thousand miles says:
yeah
it holds so much meaning to me
(:
farahhh(: says:
SAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
haha
k this is so cacat
i'd walk a thousand miles says:
haha
duh it is
talking to you is always a handicap kinda thing

-_-". so bad right!! rahhhh. ~~am i really that spastic?~~

2006-06-09T16:10:00.000-07:00

went out with aisha ytd and i reallyreally had fun! we talked ALOT and it felt soo great.. we walked ard aimlessly and ended up at the same place a couple of times.. but it was funny! and i bought this really pretty outfitter girls' black long-sleeved top. i totally love it. the salesgirl was very helpful and nice so that kinda made my day also.

i slacked at my dad's place aft that and watched cable! it felt super good since i have no cable at home lol.. went home at ard 7+ with my siblings and got online. we had another mass convo! haha it was SO ridiculous and slightly boring i want another oneeee!! ((:

watched s'pore idol aft that and i got pissed.. gayle didn't get throughhhhhh.. arghhh like how is that even possible when she's so good! nvm there's still wildcard so i hope she'll get in cos i really like her plus she's gooood!

then my mum came home. she was effing pissed(understatement) and my siblings and i got a scolding. urghhhh. seriously, what the fuck does she want from me???

i did abit of bio today and i shall continue in a while. probably doing amath with atiqah tmr.. i really hope to get all my homework done by this week so that i can spend the rest of the holidays EXERCISING and mugginggggg.. ((: so jiayou ME!

and good luck ppl in your revision and homework.. (:

I Remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am againWith nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta let you go

2006-06-08T12:11:00.000-07:00

i have been having mass convos over the past two days.. so fun!! i had a mass convo with nadirah and sakina ytd and the day before.. so funny!! we bitched alot and rantrantrant! haha it's so fun i wanna do it again!

and last night i had a mass convo with aisha, hafez, and marcus my new friend! it's so fun! haha hafez was being slightly(understatement) useless.. and marcus thought that i'm zul's SISTER?! he said we talk the same.. crazy!

yayyy i can't wait for more mass convos.. ((:

2006-06-06T16:05:00.000-07:00

negeri sembilan trip pics HERE. Save them yourselves! Thanks (:

2006-06-05T15:28:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK FROM NEGERI SEMBILAN!!

and omg the trip rocked! like totally totally. i love kampung people! they so rock plus friendly and really hospitable! i'm too lazy to blog about the entire trip but bottomline, I HAD LOADS OF FUN!

and oh, i freaking survived an ENTIRE weekend living in a house with no hot water to bathe with plus 6 freaking cats! so proud of myself k.. and ppl, for the love of god, stop it with the hafizi nonsense! i will post the link to the pics i've uploaded so you guys can just save them from there.. no need to ask for them from me on msn k. thanks (:

i got home last night and found out stuffs. really pissed and am still pissed. urghhhh. fuck the worldddddddd. stupid fucker who lost ALL my pics, stupid bitch who's desperate.

I MISS MY MARISSA!!!!!

2006-06-01T21:04:00.000-07:00

PAUL TWOHILL

and

JONATHAN LEONG

are

LOOOOOOVVEEEEEESSSSS!!!!

<3<3<3

2006-05-30T22:20:00.000-07:00

i went shopping with my mum ytd! super fun.. bought loads of prettyful and colourful bras! and i bought two tops.. (: i saw this really nice b.u.m. long-sleeved top and i want it! but it's kinda ex.. so.. ARGHH.

the outing was totally fun. haven't gone out with my mum in a loong time so i kinda miss her, hah.

today i went out too. was supposed to meet my mum later in the afternoon so before that, i went out with fadhilahwidanafisahzahidah. was supposed to meet them at dhoby ghaut mrt but GUESS WHAT. i got lost. like wtf!!

i totally forgot that i have to alight at city hall and change train to get to dhoby ghaut! so i happily sat in the train till i realise something was wrong.. it was only at tiong bahru that i realised i had terlajak-ed. like shit, one more stop and it's redhill. omg la. then i panicked and everything and smsed wida.. took a train back towards marina bay. shit i'm so hopeless!

then at dhoby ghaut i panicked! cos there were too many exits and i really don't know which exit is the one exactly next to plaza sing. panicked some more; called wida. fadhilah tried to give me directions but it didn't exactly help considering the fact that i don't even know at which part of the station i was.

so shit, i just took a random escalator up and ended up opposite park mall. and that area.. it's so ulu-ated. i got scared so i panicked again. this time i didn't call anyone. i decided to look for ps myself. haha. i almost asked ppl for directions k.. but i felt too paiseh so yupps. i finally found ps and can you just imagine my happiness.. haha.

met my mum at around 5 and we went window shopping.. really fun cos this time there were no siblings to spoil my mood. talked alot and my mum still holds my hand when we cross the road. haha. ((: so basically, today was eventful. (:

I LOVE MY MUMMYY. <3<3

2006-05-28T09:30:00.000-07:00

farahhh- : really ah?
farahhh- : bedekkkk
- Hafez: chest very the big
- Hafez: wear tshirt also still can see
- Hafez: bloody hell
farahhh- : so is that good or bad
- Hafez: good but its not proportionate to his height
farahhh- : eh so bad!
- Hafez: lol
farahhh- : but hes taller than u rite
- Hafez: muscle bloody big like some freak of nature
- Hafez: his calves damn big sia
- Hafez: i dunno
- Hafez: ya la
farahhh- : how did u know it was him
- Hafez: sure
- Hafez: i recognise his face

---

farahhh- : i thought he's thin....
- Hafez: thin ur head la. rugby player where go thin
- Hafez: his hands r quite big
- Hafez: i think
farahhh- : how cannn
farahhh- : i dont think he's big..
farahhh- : i mean the last time i saw him was on ------
farahhh- : not tt big what
- Hafez: his body is big but not proportionate to his height dats y
- Hafez: i saw his calves i wana die alrdy
farahhh- : haha
farahhh- : whyy
farahhh- : as in theyre disgustingly huge?
- Hafez: bloody big la
farahhh- : or just huge
- Hafez: huge
- Hafez: just huge
- Hafez: no wonder he's in rugby
- Hafez: alah calves big also still cannot play soccer
farahhh- : lol
farahhh- : u saw him play?
- Hafez: ya
- Hafez: hah

---

eee.. that's like so evil k..

2006-05-26T21:07:00.000-07:00

school's out and the holidays are here. but for most of us, it's hardly even a holiday! there's like TONS of homework to be done.. like REALLY alot. plus we still have to catch up on revision and mug.. and most importantly REST. you tell me how. i really can't afford to slack please.. argh i hate school!!!!

3 tests in term3week1. i bet there will be more coming up. we have bio spa, bio formative test and amath spring test. yeeeesh. i hate i hate i hate! week 2 we have ss CA. the only ca somemore.. and week5 there's geog. omg. i'm already feeling stressed at the start of the hols. shitzzz.

2006-05-23T19:20:00.000-07:00

netball competition yesterday was not that bad.. we're all kinda pissed and sad and everything but WHATTHEHECK 4th placing is good enough. really, it is. so well done 3e2! i love you guys soso much! <33

i went to see mr ricky for a new cip consent form ytd since i lost my 2nd one. he was pretty annoyed at me haha. but what to do right, i'm like so forgetful and everything so it really can't be helped.
me: oh hi mr ricky.. i, uh.. kinda lost my consent form..
mr ricky: YOU!! (glares at me)
me: oh i'm reallyreally sorry.. you see i was in a frenzy that day.. i stuffed the form in my bag but i couldn't find it when i got home..
mr ricky: you were in a frenzy, i'm in f-f-fffff-....
me: ya i know. i'm so sorry!
mr ricky: you're making me print this form so many times! and you better not lose it again!

haha. he lectured me before finally giving me the new form. i better ask my mum to sign it tonight before i lose it AGAIN. i really don't understand why i'm a complete blur pokkkk. arghh.

carnival day coming up. i really hope you guys would cooperate with us, okay! it's like a class project cum competition as well so we really have to make it work. so jiayou, ppl! we can do this. we really can. MUCH LOVE!

2006-05-21T20:24:00.000-07:00

ytd was fun! auntie rose asked my sibs and i if we wanna watch abang fahmy's rugby match/friendly so duhhhhh i said yes! it was super cool and i liked this full back #15 person and another #15 person from src.. argh hotness.

after the match we went to eat at the banquet at raffles hospital since it was nearby. and i SWEAR the toilet there is horrendous..

then we went to some taman warisan place.. they were having some rehearsal for their first year anniversary and whateverthings and since my uncle's the gm of that place, we could watch the rehearsal! i was really shocked cos i find the tarian(malay dance) and all really interesting.. i kinda regret not appreciating something so rad much earlier..

and i saw som said and marina yusof! haha. marina's daughter was suuuuuuperrrrrrr cuuutee! and the som said person asked if i wanted to learn malay dance. big joke sia! ME? MALAY DANCE? ohmy.

i bought adidas stuffs today! and spent 84bucks of my own. eeyer now i'm brokeeee. i bought something for my dad for his birthday plus a top for myself. haha, couldn't resist the hotness of adidas stuffs..

and i think the staff of adidas are like the BEST people when it comes to customer service. it's like always 'service with a smile' for them.. this guy was reallyreally nice.. he asked me if i found the shirt okay then he explained their 30day exchange policy and all.. and i thought it was pretty thoughtful of him to do that. plus he also apologised for supposedly making me wait. and he was constantly smiling so it felt nice to be served with such coolness. ((: of course he wasn't the only nice adidas staff i've come across la..

interclass netball tmr! hope we do well. good luck guys!!

2006-05-20T12:44:00.000-07:00

ss pba on wednesday went quite well.. it was quite fun actually. trng on thursday wasn't too bad either.. very productive, we finally did drills with coach richard. it's really satisfying to not screw up during trainings so i was very happy.

yesterday was the most depressing day of my life. we didn't have legacy but had english instead, well kind of. mdm haryati gave us back our summary ca and it was so screwed i swear! i did like freaking badly.. and i got pissed cos she refused to give me that ONE more mark for a relevant point!! then we told her about the other classes' marks for the argumentative essay and that their marks were like waaay higher than ours and guess what? she decided to moderate it and everyone get to add another 1.5 marks for the essay. even so, our marks remained average so i was still pissed.

after that i went up to her and asked if the school would combine term1's marks with term2's. snd she said YES. i got reallyreally pissed and i almost cried.. it really felt like shit. my l1r5 for term one was 18 which was horrendous but i got like 11 for this term. i know it's not that great to many but to me IT IS. so since they would combine both terms, my l1r5 would be crap!! especially for higher malay. i got a c5 in term1 but i seriously slaved to manage and a2 but look what happened. i'm really disappointed.. it's like all my hopes and dreams were crushed. so what's the point of improving only to find out later on that our happiness would be shortlived? urgh i HATEHATEHATE this school, i swear. so overall, i would end up with MANYMANY Bs which means that that would be a lot of 3s and 4s so i can't expect a satisfactory l1r5 now. ~~oh the joyyyy.~~

i packed my bag and everything and slammed my amath book on the table cos i was too pissed already. then mdm haryati walked up to me and she said, "why farah... you KNOW the school will do this right..." arghhhh as if that helped. urgh. and sorry to everyone i dissed. didn't mean it, really.

fortunately, there was the singing competition after school. that REALLYREALLY cheered up me. it was so hilarious! and i must say that secTHREEs completely rocked the competition! haha. we all thought that it would be crap and everything considering the fact that we had to sing something relating to saving the earth.. haha. ironically, it turned out amazing! so yup, i didn't feel too bad after that.

and to everyone who were there to hear me whine and share my woes, I LOVE YOU GUYS. thanks alot, i really appreciate it. ((:

just one more fucking week and school's out!

2006-05-16T21:30:00.000-07:00

danse feline sur cordes last night was super fun! everyone dressed so prettyfully.. we got lost; expected. we were like running down clarke quay in heels at 7++ pm like wtf. now i have a freaking blister and it really hurts. didn't take that many pics since we arrived late. and thanks fad's parents for the lift home! totally saved me from all the trouble and nagging from my mum.. ((:

today, i was super tiredddddd. thanks chelsea for the massage! haha it was waaaayy nicer than fadhilah's la.. anyways, i had a very weird convo with an indian man this afternoon..

i was walking towards the escalator, carrying my amath textbook..
man: wah your book so thick, dictionary ah?
me: completely shocked um no.. it's mathematics..
man stood next to me on the escalator
man: so.. how's mathematics?
me: well it's okayla.. just practise and stuff..
man: good..very good. i look at you and i can see that you're intelligent..
me: [to myself: uh..okaayy] haha thanks.
man: so.. are you an INDIAN girl?
me: HUH?! NOOOOOOOOOO
man: malay girl?
me: YUPPPS. haha.
man smiled, i smiled back
me: okay see you!
went our separate ways

seriously, do i even look like an INDIAN?! but i wasn't really offended.. just amused. my very first time hearing a comment like that.. wellwell..

2006-05-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

gema temasek yesterday was cool. my very first night outing with friends! haha pathetic i know. it was really funny and i especially like the script. ((: tk seniors were rad! i likeee. so were aidadiniewarda and the other ip people.. there weren't enough seats so me marissa and nafisah were stranded upstairs at the gallery while the rest had super nice centre seats. it was still fun though so it didn't matter.

the unexpected happened. was quite eventful actually.. the entire thing finished at 11pm when it was supposed to end at like 10. so i ended up reaching home at close to midnight, and was almost murdered by my mum. and thanks syaz's parents for the lift home! saved me alot of trouble, really. ((:

went for krishnan's dairy today. it was reallyreally nice.. it was at some ulu-ated place la. going home was confusing but i survived ((: . went to my cousin's place at jurong for some mother's day thinger.. it's really nice to meet up with cousins again and crap and everything together.. and thanks all for the hugs and everything else ((: . really appreciate it..

danse fe'line sur cordes tmr. can't wait!!

2006-05-10T22:29:00.000-07:00

learning journey today was rather boring. far from what i expected actually.. the only part i found interesting was the sikh temple.. and the cathedral. probably because i haven't been there before.. so yupps. and mr yong brought a TOTE bag to the outing.. purple colour some more! like how gayyy is that!

got back our emath ca today. i'm kinda happy with my results considering the fact that i reallyreally thought i flunked the paper. arghhh!! am reallyreally thankful and this simply goes to show how effective long hours of mugging are.. so yupp i shall continue being a guai student ~~which i always am btw~~.. ((:

i've just finished watching a walk to remember!! like AAAAAAAARRRRGHHHHH!! omg it's sooooo sweeeeeeeeeeet and touching and romantic and stuff.. i would just die for a guy who would actually do all that for me.. like, seriously. but whatever. movies make me SO delusional at times.. i have to knock myself back into reality. as if something like that will ever happen to me. but really, there's no harm in fantasizing, right? =p

can't wait for the weekend!! manymany funky events coming up.. really looking forward to them! and hang out sessions with friends.. lovelehhhhhhhh <3

trng tmr. i hope it'll be productive. and i need to exrcise. omigoshh.

2006-05-05T22:23:00.000-07:00

"All guys are after your virginty so give your virginity to girls!" - steph yap

like whaaaaat..

2006-05-04T19:04:00.000-07:00

got back bio today.. so urghhh. but i expected it anyway so yeahh.. and i got a2 for higher malay!! yay! yalar i know it's only a2 but still. from a c5 in term one. so yupps that kinda make up for my shitty bio results.

had math springtest. it was kinda easy la.. mr yong was unfree so that mdm took us for maths. and i SWEAR she sucks. she's so extra la goddammit. now i can totally understand 3e1's plight.. she kept comparing us with tjc students like wtf?? and her voice. urghh i can't stand it. and she sucks cos she didn't listen to us when we said the graph thinger is not our springtest. like whatever, woman. so that's that.

trng wasn't too bad. trained with coach richard. thank god. i so wanted to get away from coach arik. i think i'm always too tense.. like everyone has to tell me to relax. i get it alot. even coach richard told me to relax just now. arghh what is wronggg with me. "ok. farah the basketball and netball teams don't want you." - coach arik. i don't understand whyyy he has so many things to say about me. negative ones at that. he said that after i successfully put the tennis balls into the hopper after many pathetic attempts. sighh i guess i'm pathetic. the other day he said sth like "ah.. this girl cannot play soccer.." arghhhhhhhhh. but i'm not offended. just puzzled.

"i suddenly feel like i'm in china.." -candice. -_-"

ok that was random. ohoh we have......NO MORE CAS!!! YAYYYY!! i'm reallyreally happpyyy cos we have nothing else to mug for! while ~~stragglers~~ people from other schools have just begun their midyrs. hahar. ((:

oh and in the morning atiqah and sophie said that if people didn't know me, they would think i'm dao. omg can you believe it? me? dao? so unlikely rite.. and sophie used to remember me as the dao person. haiyo. but now.. i'm her furrryyy!! xD

enjoy life ppl!! and lucks for the ss pba!!

2006-05-03T20:40:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: July 5

You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.
Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.
Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.
Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.

Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower

Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom

Your power color: Tangerine

Your power symbol: Ace

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

haha.

2006-05-02T18:47:00.001-07:00

yesterday was a happy day! my grandfather was feeling rich cos of the progress package so he gave me 50bucks when the rest of my cousins got 20! hahas. hearts!! oh and i no longer crave for sweet popcorn! cos my dad brought us out for a movie ytd and i ate 2 boxes of popcorn! superb k.. superb. and my dad bought me nike shoes also! haha. so fun and funkyy! xD

amath ca today. well i have to say it was one of the best cas ever. it was do-able la, and the best part was i actually finished the paper!! i had like almost 15 minutes to spare la.. now i'm worried cos i finished early! i might actually end up with more mistakes.. grrr. but already have a couple of careless mistakes.. so shitt. i reallyreally hope i can get at least a 28 for this ca..

got back our malay paper today. i'm soso happy!!!!! like reallyreally happy!! FINALLY my efforts paid off.. i'm soso relieved la. i got a1 for the bahasa paper. ((: compared to a c5 for last term.. super cool rite? thanks to my berita harian!! i shall continue reading it religiously. i reallyreally wanna do well for the malay o's at the end of the year. i hope i can get at least an A for the karangan so that i can secure at least an A2 for higher malay overall. ohwell.

ss pba next week. and my group is the first group to present. and we have barely started.. are we screwed or are we screwed. arghhhh!

2006-05-01T11:44:00.000-07:00

i'm completely in love with PAUL TWOHILL and JONATHAN LEONG from Singapore Idol lols. i think they're really good! i hope they both get through tonight..

and wtf, i hate impatient, grouchy NYONYAS with no sense of courtesy and politeness whatsoever. urghhhh.

and why are so many ppl at obs!! arghargh. missing so many ppl already.. off to negeri sembilan tmr. i really hope it wld be fun. haha sleeping with fadhilah. TSK TSK.

2006-04-30T22:43:00.000-07:00

i did 2-3 hours of amaths today.. that's like pathetic!! and i'm seriously depressing cos there are quite a number of sums i can't do.. and since there's no school tmr, there's no time to ask mrs loy and stuff. so in other words, i'm screwed.

caught harry potter on teevee just now, haha. and i saw my OLIVER WOOD!! whoosh.. he's so hott!.. i'm so gonna catch the other half tmr so i can see more of him ((:

oh i hate long weekends! i mean, yes we get to rest and stuff but long weekends=slacking and slacking=eating alot/bingeing and eating alot/bingeing=FATNESS!!! arghhhh! i've been eating ALOT for the past few days.. i can just feel myself growing sideways.. i'm going jogging tmr morning! really desperate to lose a bit of weight.. but it's not like the jogging would make a difference. rarrrrrrrr

shi hua you owe me my thumbdrive!! ((:

2006-04-28T00:47:00.000-07:00

for the first time, ss yesterday was actually fun. and no, it's not because of the topic we would be learning. we talked about the General Elections yesterday! it was so..interesting, really. we also had to cut out like manymany articles from the straits times and being me, i got all confused and messy! but it was super fun while it lasted. ((:

oh and i bought my bro's birthday present on wednesday. i spent like 45bucks?! so far, it's like the most i have ever spent on him. i bought him a nike shirt[so branded okay] plus some other stuffs.. yup. and today, i bought my self a puma cap which i had wanted since so long ago and a puma belt. so nice! i'm lovingggggggg it..

maths ca sucked. for me. urghhhh. it was kinda do-able but i screwed it up!!!! so pissifying.. i really hope i won't screw up the amaths ca on tuesday cos i want at least a B! good luck for the upcoming tests, people! it's like our FINAL LAP already, woohoo!! no more CAs from week8 onwards except for the ss presentation.. YAY!!

today was quite a lame day.. dr william tan came to our school to give an inspirational talk.. well i find him kinda inspirational la but he's so lame la! sophie thought he was cool! haha. lol ex-rafflesian..

went home with a bunch of CRAZY people.. it was madness! we told each other seriouslyseriously laaammeee jokes.. some were dirty but whatever. it was so fun! and i still can't get over steph yap's muffin joke.. ((:

i so can't wait for all the upcoming performances.. i can't wait for more outings!! there's gema temasek and the dance+string performance.. can'twaitcan'twait! but before all this can take place, there's seriously alot of mugging to be done.. so to everyone out there, hang in there!!

ok this post is seriously disorganised but whatever.

2006-04-25T17:49:00.000-07:00

i'm sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!! this feeling sucks because i rarely get sick and when i do, i get it real bad.. and i mean badddd. it started yesterday night.. i had sinus in the morning as usual but when i reached home in the afternoon, my mucus just can't stop flowing.. so i know it's not sinus already! then i got a sore throat. and i was like SHIT. so now i have flu! plus a reallyreally baaaaaddd sore throat! and a throbbbbbingggggg headache!

we had 2 CAs today. and i was like a straggler trying so hard to concentrate. malay karangan wasn't that bad.. i think my karangan was abit too short. but i think it satisfied the requirement of at least 240 words.. i wrote about sumbangan warga-warga tua kepada negara.. hahas.

immediately after that was bio CA. omg so sian. and i swear i screwed up that paper.. i'm like a LOSER. i wasted my marks just like that.. and i didn't finish the blardy paper!!! i'm so gonna do badly for bio this term.. what with the formative tests that i had failed.. arghhhhh

i slept during maths today! the last half of the lesson only.. i was too sick.. and i was like thiking, if i go to school with a flu and stuff tmr, which happens to be the temperature-taking day, they will probably send me down to the office, suspecting that i might have contracted the bird flu. that would be so urghhh. but i can't afford to miss lessons! i'm so behind time already..

after school had lunch at ljs with fadhilah and chelsea. hahas things got a bit anti-climax! with chelsea's loaf of bread and such.. i was pissed cos i didn't get to get my bro's present! and that was like my initial purpose of going to tm la. it was all thanks to my ~~slenger~~ mum who had my atm card! rawrrrr

oh and yesterday we had pe.. the relief teacher helped us in picking out people for the various positions for interclass netball tourney. and i felt so pathetic and discrimminated! she asked us to line up in a line and each person will have to shoot. and from there, she would choose a shooter for us. and when it was my turn, (i already knew i couldn't do it so what's the diff) i tried to score la. unfortunately, the ball went haywire, it wasn't even CLOSE to the net(!) .. and you know what she said?!?!?! "okay this one confirm cannot already!" and she laughed! at that moment, i felt so... shit. arghhhhh. i'm so pathetic i hate it.

amath spring test on thursday and emath CA on friday. omg. i swear i'm so sick of all these CAs.. good luck to me! and to everyone else, LET'S JUST DO OUR BEST AND MUG HARD!!!

oh and THANKS SOPHIE FOR THE FERRERO ROCHER!!! FARAH HEARTS YOU!! <333

2006-04-22T23:11:00.000-07:00

has ss ca yesterday and i swear it was so urghhh. i so completely screwed it up!! i'm so pissed arghh! to study so hard only to have a mental block later on during the ca just feels like shit. but thank god i did quite well for the geog ca. if not both my humanities would end up like crap..

and a few days ago cikgu zain told us that he won't be taking us for malay from term3 onwards!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! it's like doom's day for me! he said either cikgu zaini(like OMG) or cikgu shikin(like OMG also) will be taking us... arghhhhhhh!! because of this, i think there's no hope for me to do well for the malay o's. it's so shit la please. cikgu zain is like the BEST malay teacher around. his lessons are so productive and i've never paid attention during malay lessons until cikgu zain became our teacher. ARGHHHHHHHHHH!! oh and he also told us his age yesterday. hahas.

today. my most eventful saturday so far. went for the gavel club meeting in the morning... surprisingly, it was quite fun. maybe i should join the club. just maybe, i don't know. after that we went to tpjc's carnival.. me, marissa and atiqah. wida joined us later. it was so boring/unhappening!! and super UNcrowded! the complete opposite of acjc's fun-o-rama.. ohohoh! RONIN was there at tpjc!! arghhhhhhhhh!! it was SO cool.. i'm in love with the bassist!!! he's not that hott lah but his charisma simply drives me nuts!!

and i took a pic with him and marissa.. haha. and i got his autograph!! he was so funny.. but in a weird and cold way. but still funny. i told him he's hot(ok maybe not that hot lah but still) and he was like: ya..it's a very hot day.. and started to fan himself.. and i was like noooooooo!! and he said: really! don't you find it a hot day?? arghhhh!!! ooh and he's from vjc!! hahas superrr funkyy. but he told us it was BORING lol.

after that marissa, wida and i went for the sji-rgs malay debate competition.. it was so fun! sebastian widodo was HOT! he rocks!! but agung had a bigger fan base lol.. but it's okay cos he's also cute.. i'm so pissed! rgs won the debate.. like whatever! sji so should have won.. like omg. and sebastian looked so sad! and it made me sad too.. sighhhh.

wanna sleep now i'm so tired.. gotta study for bio tmr! argh!

2006-04-17T19:02:00.000-07:00

today was crazy. had chem first thing in the morning and it was horrible. groups who weren't ready to present got half a mark deducted. and my group was one of them. so urghhh.

after that we had amaths. got back our spring test and CA. i failed my spring test(expected) and got a pathetic b4 for the CA. i was super pissed cos i soo could have gotten at least an A if not for the stupid CARELESS mistake.. arghhh!!!

third period was english. we had the argumentative essay CA. totally screwed that one up. super pissed at myself. then it was recess but i just stayed in class to stone..

literature was a complete bummer as usual.. and last period was geog. got back our geog CA!! i was happy la.. at least i saw a GOOD product after studying like shit.. thank god mrs khoo did teach today. i would have slept...

after school was super fun!! i got drunk.. and extra crazy!! i like completely lost my mind.. we had lunch first before starting on the chem thinger. and oh, chelsea pua wanyi ruined my reputation!!! arghargharghh. finished lunch at 230 at went back to class to do chem. gosh it was so merepek!! so funny la.. we did our steps and all.. and sang loudly and stuff and it started pouring!! aisha was like laughing at the corner la omg. but it was funky!! totally loved it!

we left at ard 4.. we sang in the rain!! i was really really drunk then.. it was supersuper fun!!! i'm like so relieved from stress now thanks to all the singing.. so to them people who sang giler2 with me just now, I LOVE YOU GUYS!! <333

CA period tmr is free period! i'm so lovingg it. gonna study amaths during the CA period tmr.. i seriously hope i won't be distracted by the people around me espcially marissa!! =p

ok i better start on my homework now.. i'm super behind time!! arghhh!!!

2006-04-17T18:58:00.000-07:00

Geek in the Pink
by Jason Mraz

well let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
if you like the way I'm thinkin' baby wink at it
i may be skinny at times but I'm fat full 'a rhymes
pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it a
well isn't it delicious crazy way that i'm kissin'
this baby listen to this don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
but don't ever quit cuz soon i'm gonna let you in but see

i don't care what you might think about me
you'll get by without me if you want
well i could be the one to take you home
baby we could rock the night alone
if we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
but sugar don't forget what you already know
that i could be the one to turn you out
we could be the talk across the town
don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
you might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink
Well like the geek in the pink, yeah
The geek in the pink

well this relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
but cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
because she fall in love too often that's what the matter
at least I'm talkin about her keep my pattern of flattery and a
she was staring through the doorframe and
eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
well she can get her toys outta the drawer then
cause i ain't comin' home, i don't need that attention, see

i don't care what she might think about me
she'll get by without me if she want
well i could be the one to take her home
baby we could rock the night alone
if we never get down it wouldn't be the let down
but sugar don't forget what you already know
that i could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
you might regret what you let slip away

hey baby look at me go
from zero to hero
you better take it from a geek like me
well i can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
who wouldn't care if you com...plete them or not

so what I've got a short attention span
a coke in my hand
because i'd rather have the afternoon, relax and understand
My hip hop and flip flops well it don't stop with the light rock
my shot to mock you kinda puts me in the tight spot
the hype is nothing more than hoo-hah so
i'm developing a language and i'm calling it my own
so take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what i mean
that on the other side the grass is greener

i don't care what you might think about me
you'll get by without me if you want
i could be the one to take you home
baby we could rock the night alone
if we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
but sugar don't forget what you already know
that i could be the one to turn you out
we could be the talk across the town
don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
you might regret what you let slip away

like the geek in the pink
well i'm the geek in the pink, yo
Geek is the color for fall
i'm the geek in the pink
So i'm the geek ya'll..In the pink ya'll..
Geek is the color for fall
I'm the geek in the pink

2006-04-16T20:09:00.000-07:00

today was super fun! went to marissa's place to do chem but we ended up doing more nonsense than work. as usual.

and today i bought an adidas top! super nice! it's so fun extorting moey from my dad lol.. and yesterday he bought me a nike windbreaker.. whoots!

oh and guess what? haliim dreamt of me!! haha omg. it was so merepek la please.. i seriously can't get over this.. haliim you gay/merepek/actionnn person!!

2006-04-06T14:34:00.000-07:00

school's been pathetic. once again, the term is filled with countless/endless CAs which allow for minimal slacking. everyone is like so stressed now.. but thank god for friends who always make school a much better place.. so to all my friends who always ALWAYS make my day.. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! <3333

got back our malay listening comprehension during recess today.. it was so shit. so because of that, i'm taking the test again tomorrow!! during recess. which means i'm gonna miss the entire 45minutes of recess. what a bummer..

malay oral next week. double shit. i am so screwed.. i hope i'll do fine. it was so demoralising next year but i know i'm gonna do better this year. so go me!!

CAs.. CAs.. and more CAs.. to everyone who is stressed right now, cheer up cos we're all in it and together, we shall work hard!! so go US!

2006-03-15T21:30:00.000-08:00

today's like one of the best days of my life.. the complete opposite of yesterday. just came back from shopping. it was so last minute and unplanned. but it turned out to be the BEST shopping trip ever!!

i told my aunt i wanna buy new bras. so she said we can go out. i'm currently at yishun btw. so we went to causeway point.. so unfamiliar to me cos it's like all the way at woodlands.. so mwe walked around and i saw hang ten. they had plain tees! 10bucks each with a minimum purchase of 2. so.. my aunt asked if i want any. so i picked 2 plain tees; one black roubd neck and one yellow v-neck.

then we walked around. and i saw this pretty neck bra. my aunt said i can have 2! so i picked 2 prettyful ones.. then we went in to metro. looked around and went to our favourite spot. the perfume section! i checked out lauren style by ralph lauren.. it was super nice!! i am soo getting that perfume. walked some more and i spotted this perfume i had wanted since 14684864867million years ago.. anna sui's secret wish!!!!

showed my aunt the perfume bla2 and she was like, do you want it??? i was like OMG!!!!!! cos it's like $113 for a 75ml. and i was like acting modest and all and insisted that i don't want it but she kept pressing me! so i was like okay fine i want it. and she bought me the 50ml one!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! which was like 60-80bucks. i was so overwhelmed la. now i'm happy! i finally FINALLY have that perfume.. ((:

i'm so freaking glad that today was simply RAD! oh there's cheerleading practice at school tmr. oh my. i have a knee injury!!! that same longkang accident. dammit.

2006-03-14T22:37:00.000-08:00

ohmygosh it's been long since i did a proper update.

school's horrid. it's like the worst thing everrrrrr. it's gonna be a brand new term soon. ohmygosh!! time flies so fast nowadays.. and my termONE results is CRAP. i've never done this badly before. but what can i expect.. i mean it's sec3 life and stuff and things are bound to get tougher.. ohwell. my l1r5 will probably be more than 20.. or 30 maybe.. i practically got loads and loads of Cs.. argh! but it's okay. i am soo working harder next term..

anyways, had cheerleading practice at sherm's place today. and i swear today's the worst day of my life.. i shall elaborate as this post progesses.. so ya, cheerleading. for 6 freaking hours. but i must say it's really worth it. to start off the day, i had to oversleep. i woke up at 7 can you believe it!!! and i was supposed to meet marissa and zan at 7.30. and so it was a completely disastrous and mad rush for me. and in the end, i was only 5 minutes late.. haha. not bad right? so that was bad thing #1.

my arms are like aching now. and both my knees are like bruised due to cheerleading.. argh!! but it's okay.. a few more days left and it will all be over. i shall continue looking on the bright side of life even though it gets delusional at times..

oh and i wanna thank all 3e2 cheerleaders for the encourage you people gave me during my entire pyramid saga lol. thanks you guys!!! i was so touched and overwhelmed.. really!! you guys are like the BEST classmates anyone can have.. so I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! 3e2ROCKS!!

after cheerleading, we did english project. bad thing #2 happened. my stupid article couldn't open!!! thanks to that ridiculous diskette which was spoilt!! urghhhh. so marissa didn't get to edit my article. how annoying..

then i went home. opened my article document. TO MY HORROR, only HALF the article was there!! so i had to re-do the other half which obviously, wasn't as good as the first one. omg idiotic. so that was bad thing #3.

then at 8plus, i made my way to my aunt's place. AND GUESS WHAT. i just HAD to fall into a stupid drain. it was so deep some more. i even ended up with a CUT. it's not a scratch. it's a CUT. and my grandfather, he didn't even help me up!!! he continued walking and was rubbing it in. argh!!! how much worse can my entire day get.

now there's bad thing #5. THE STUPID MSN HAS A VIRUS!!!! which means i can't use it. so how on earth am i supposed to chat with my friends and send marissa my artcle?!?!?! omg wtf la.

so bottomline: TODAY CAN'T GET ANY WORSE. SERIOUSLY.

2006-03-03T13:22:00.000-08:00

ok this blog is super unupdated. but i'll start updating properly from next week onwards.. yay! school's been a nightmare. i hate it. most of my grades are like Cs?! usually people get straight As but I get straight Cs. ARGH!!

2006-01-30T14:20:00.000-08:00

i've just watched episodes 1 and 2 of star wars back to back. i've watched them like close to a million times already but i'm still not sick of them. and i was crying in front of the tv screen la. i thought i would be immune to the crying parts after watching them soo many times already but nooo i still cried. ohwell. so very touching.. especially the anakin and mum parts.. arghh!! and when quigon died... fngjhjrtghjrhgjp;ujpog

okay enough of star wars. i can't believe i still had time to bother about star wars when other people are like busy preparing for the upcoming CAs. and i'm still extremely pissed with myself for forgetting to bring home my ss books. SCREW SS. i really have not the teeniest idea on how to attempt the paper on friday.

plus there's training on thursday. which means by the time i get home and stuff i would be soo darn tired i can hardly concentrate on studying for ss. oh the JOY.

2006-01-28T20:00:00.000-08:00

i forgot to mention. I MISS OBS!! and i miss mauricette MORE! i was really homesick at obs but now i'm really missing the madness and all. i have to agree. the grass is always greener on the other side. and TENZING rocks. i love 3e2! <3<3<3

and fellow EVIL[3e2] pokks, LINK MEEE!

2006-01-28T19:45:00.000-08:00

okay i can be so stupid sometimes. ss ca is on friday but guess what? I LEFT MY SS BOOKS IN SCHOOL. way to go, farah. i'm really freaking out for ss cos there's realy nothing much to it. well, to me la. so in other words, i'm so screwed for the upcoming ca.

chem ca is also on friday. and i seriously need to do something about it cos i failed the formative test. urgh. okay there's really no point whining and i'm gonna get started.

2005-12-27T14:30:00.000-08:00

my computer at home is screwed and i'm annoyed. but thanks to that unworkable thing, i'm done with all my maths homework except for the ones i can't do. so now i'm happy!

school's starting in a matter of days. i really can't wait for school to start yet i'm dreading it at the same time. i miss the hectic school schedule and the late nights and early early mornings and mrt rides and bus rides and everything else. but the school work, yeck.

playing tennis tomorrow and i really hope it won't rain. i need to start exercising again. holiday = a perfect time to binge. i need to get back in shape and rebuild my stamina for training next year. ohmygoodness.

and you know what? i THINK i'm scared of blood. SHIT.

2005-12-17T18:30:00.000-08:00

ok it's been long. my internet at home is fucking screwed. urgh. and school is like starting pretty soon yet i haven't done much preparation. both revision and tennis. diediedie. i'd better start soon. well maybe my screwed internet is a blessing in disguise. with no internet, i'd be bored to death so i would turn to my books(i HOPE).

my heymaths assignmentTWO is undone!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna do it with someone so there would be a slight motivation. maybe marissa that lazy bugger. hah.

i went out just now and saw this freaking gorgeous lime green ELLE bag. arghhh!!! it's 40smackerooos. i want it so badly cos it's simply gorgeous. mymy.. i think i shall extort some loot from my dad or something. like maybe make him foot 50% of the bill. ok i sound so spoilt and bad. rahhh.

and i saw this super nice red adidas bag from royal sporting house. 49bucks i think. i want that too. but i shall save up first. cannot extort too much if not my dad won't buy me the red nike air i've been eyeing..

my mum said she's free next week! yayy! so that means i should be able to go out with marissa.. cool right. we can buy schoolbags yay! then i wanna pretend to be rich on that particular day and splurge on new stuffs for 2006. fantastic! i wanna buy shorts too. and maybe more flowery shorts frm sportslink..

oklah this is getting boring. in case you're wondering where i am but i seriously doubt you would give a damn, i'm at YISHUN! so far and cool right. yupps.

okaylah. i wanna play the xbox now.. one of the rare times i actually game. muahahs ((=

2005-12-13T22:00:00.000-08:00

today was fun! it was supposed to be a many people outing today but it sadly turned into a 3people outing.. so today i went bowling with marissa and shaakir. and marissa came in this ridiculous but kinda cute happytreefriends tee.

we took bus67 to safra tamp. and shaakir was fussing cos he didn't think we took the right bus. then we boarded the bus. and this old indian man crashed into me. or was it the other way round? i looked so blur and extremely lost and that shaakir had to make things worse but laughing loudly. idiot.

we played 4games each. super fun. i was ~~quite~~ a loser for the first game. aiyer. then after a while, this guy jiajun/jj came. apparently, he's a friend of the two of them. we talked and stuff and i found out about the fiona thing. hahas. darn amusing. and jj's nice[sorry aisha!]. lol. and he played a game with us. whoosh. pro-ded...

then this weird guy called eden or whatever his name is joined us for the last game. and that guy is so weird! he so frail and thin and very sekeping. but then right, he's got fairly good bowling skills! therefore, i decided to call him GIFTED! hahas. but he seem to ignore me ever time i talk to him. haha. what a noob..

then some more things happened and i went home. took bus81 and slept. and guess what? i missed my stop! i ended up at the white sands shopping centre stop. luckily i decided to wake up.. if not i would have ended up at serangoon!!

so overall, i'm a happy person today. i made one new friend and i managed to improve my sense of direction. abit only... ((:

2005-12-12T17:11:00.000-08:00

i woke up at TWO in the afternoon today. whoosh. was so drained out from the weekend. the wedding was good. and wedding preparation was so darn fun and funny and kental. and i found out a couple of things.
1) rifqi who is 13 this year has a weak spot! [which i'm not gonna state here to spare him the embarassment]. therefore, his mum said he can't be called DUDE. haha! :p

2) abg fahmy is the most annoying person in the world cos he purposely ignored me and my smses and everything else which has got to do with ME. aiyerr. annoyingggggg.

ok i'm too lazy to elaborate on the wedding. and i have been spending the whole of today reading all my testimonials on friendster. haha some are reallyyyy funny. i so had a great time re-reading them..

and i'm still unsure about the plan/outing tomorrow. people are not replying to my smses. arghhh!! MARISSAAAA!!!

2005-12-09T19:30:00.000-08:00

i will only be going over to my cousin's at ten. argh total bummer. so late right. like everyone if not most of the people are like there already. actually i don't even think i'll be going at ten ah. probably eleven or even later. urgh. i only have my mum to blame. like why can't she just allow me to take the train to boon lay. like all i have to do is sit and rot in the train for 1hr+++ . there is no need for a change of trains either. aiyer. i'm annoyedannoyed.

and my mum is purposely making me annoyed. no surprise. cos she does this all the time. she's still considering if she should allow me to go bowling with friends on tuesday. aarghargharghhhh.

whoosh. sleeping over at kak mai's. i'll only be back on monday. well actually sunday night la. so for two whole days, i'll be on a hiatus. from my most wonderful cyberworld. rahhhhh.

2005-12-07T23:00:00.000-08:00

ok. i've been dealing with a malfunctioning/disabled right arm today. it fucking hurts. cos of tennis yesterday. my shoulder also. urghh. i was attempting a smash but something went wrong, as usual. i hope the pain would go awayyyy soon.

anyways i went bowling with my dad and siblings at downtown east today. haha. it's been so long since i've last been there. it was so noisy today. and bowling rocks though i kinda suck at it. but if i really concentrate right, i can rock. ahaha. but i'd rather stick to my own sport. cos it rocks!

and after bowling today, i figured i have a really really poor sense of direction. like seriously. it's horrible. i can't even go straight. then my dad got so annoyed at me cos he kept telling me to go straight when bowling but somehow, i just couldn't do it. haha.

oklah. my arm is aching already.

2005-12-06T23:54:00.000-08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! FUCK this is like SO fucking depressing okay!!!! i'm trying to do the heymaths assignment 2 but it's like, i can't even do the questions!!!!!!!! like WHAT THE FUCK right?! and they're secTWO revision questions some more! like howwwwwwww the fuck do i go on to secthree with an extremely unstable foundation?!?!?! arghhhhhhhh!!!!! i've really forgotten all the shits on graph and the assignment is FLOODED with them. and it's really reallyyyy depressing. for me. i wanna screeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really don't know what's wrong with me. like i'm trying my extreme best to comprehend and re-study these stuffs yet nothing's going into my head! and it's really2 taking a toll on my sanity. and i'm like worried sick abt the maths ca in term1. i don't want to flunk it since it'll be like based on sec2 topics. i know ranting is so no helping but i really can't help it. and i wanna cryyyyyyyyyyyyyy. why in the name of god are studies so fucking depressing?!?!?! ARGH.

and NURUL 'ATIQAH KAMARULZAMAN(who is so not helping and decides to be anticlimax) says HI.

2005-12-06T20:20:00.000-08:00

today was a cool day cos i played tennis! woohoo. so fun. it really feels good to start playing again.. and i'm in love with tennis all over again.. and after playing today, i figured i don't exactly suck at tennis. haha.

can't wait for another game with my other cousins. cos i figured all the abangs can play good tennis. like whoa. how cool is that.

2005-12-05T23:00:00.000-08:00

mm farah chian and i did something very lame today. we discussed the heymath questions and soon the topic turned into mr YAP CHOR LOONG. cos farah asked me if the assignments are our CAs so i told her nope. i was saying that that freaking mr yap gave unclear instructions and that since WHEN were his instructions credible.. then i commented on his braces which he is obviously too old for. haha. after that farah talked about the time when we saw him in mr zain's mpv during morning assembly and how he put his hand on his forehead to look out for the students. omg that was so funny la.

then farah asked me if i remember that time when he invigilated us for the lit fye.. and that incident was obviously one i find hard to forget. it was soo funny. because he was soso long-winded in telling us not to cheat. he gave us this one long lecture after which, people started exchanging looks with each other. i was like laughing like mad. like please, mr yap was being so darn anticlimax when we were like panicking and worrying about the paper. but it was so funny.. a different approach in telling us what we should not do.. haha.

we tried to remember exactly what he said but we could only remember the first line.
[08:55:02 PM] the little m: i noe.. alamak i cant rmb his speech ah...the desperation inspiration thing..
[08:55:14 PM] the little m: i reli wana rmb it!!
[08:55:33 PM] farah syirin: haha
[08:55:35 PM] farah syirin: ya me too!
[08:55:45 PM] farah syirin: wait i'll check if i put tt up in my blog..
[08:55:55 PM] the little m: okok go check!!!!!
[08:56:06 PM] farah syirin: hahas
[08:58:45 PM] farah syirin: aiyah dont havee!!
[08:59:42 PM] the little m: AAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
[08:59:50 PM] the little m:farah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[09:00:06 PM] the little m: i noe tt the last word had a tion at the end
[09:00:23 PM] the little m: n the word means answers i think....
[09:00:48 PM] the little m: nvm i go check the synonyms!!
[09:00:56 PM] farah syirin: haha
[09:00:58 PM] farah syirin: okayys!
[09:01:14 PM] the little m: eh wait!! isit innovation??!
[09:01:19 PM] farah syirin: nopes
[09:01:28 PM] the little m: oh..ok

then... farah thought the found the right answer.
[09:02:13 PM] the little m: ahahaha!!! ISIT SOLUTION?????
[09:02:38 PM] farah syirin: isit?
[09:02:42 PM] farah syirin: sounds familiar..
[09:02:45 PM] farah syirin: but im not sure leh..
[09:02:48 PM] the little m: IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[09:03:06 PM] the little m: yes i noe!!!!!
[09:03:25 PM] farah syirin: really???
[09:03:35 PM] the little m: yes i think so!!!
[09:03:44 PM] the little m: ok lets put them altogether!!
[09:03:52 PM] farah syirin: hahas
[09:04:44 PM] the little m: u can look up to heaven for inspiration,u can look down to hell in desperation bt u cant look left n right for solution..hahaha!! it wworks!!!
[09:05:02 PM] the little m: farah!! tts the speech!!!

somehow i didn't think it sounds right so i smsed syikin to ask her if she remembered. and true enough, she did. so i told farah..
[09:05:39 PM] farah syirin: no lah.,.
[09:05:44 PM] farah syirin: it's this:
[09:05:48 PM] the little m: it is!!!!
[09:05:54 PM] the little m: wad??
[09:06:20 PM] farah syirin: u can look up to heaven for inspiration.. or look down to hell in desperation.. but dont look to e left or right for INFORMATION
[09:06:36 PM] the little m: !!!!!!!!!!!!! oh ya...........
[09:06:50 PM] the little m: heehhehehehe!!!!!!! eh u get me al xcitd for nth...
[09:06:57 PM] the little m: bt this is very xciting!!!!!!!!!

hahas. so yuppp. we both felt extremely accomplished in the end. ((:

so people, remember this! during an exam,

you can look up to heaven for inspiration.. or look down to hell in desperation.. but don't look to the left or right for INFORMATION!

2005-12-05T13:49:00.000-08:00

okay i forgot to add ytd. i watched the SEAgames table tennis matches on tv and i figured i like md hussein frm indonesia! haha. he's so cool and aggresive.. i likeeeeeeee.

andandand.. NEW TEMPLATE!!

2005-12-04T21:30:00.000-08:00

okay. so i didn't start on the second heymaths assignment. total bummer. i think i'll start like next week. cos this week is like kak tusya's wedding preps and all.. busybusy week.

going out with my mummyyyy and sibs tmr. will be watching chicken little. haha. will be getting my sch u too. so fun! can't wait. it's been so long since i've last gone out with my mum and siblings..

and tuesday. playing tennis!! yayyy! with ishraf. like finally man. can't wait can't wait. i can finally get a tannnnnnnn.

oklahh. this entry is like useless. and oh, i wanna get a new phone.

2005-12-01T22:36:00.000-08:00

MY VERY LAME CONVERSATIONS

[09:36:54 PM] farah syirin: so you're happy now rite..
[09:37:07 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : no lar
[09:37:08 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : sad
[09:37:10 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : very sad
[09:37:32 PM] farah syirin: ok is tt sarcasm or are u really sad
[09:38:57 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : not sarcasm lar
[09:39:07 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : i'm relli sad
[09:39:22 PM] farah syirin: why
[09:39:46 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : coz u say i'm lame which is true lah

[09:43:59 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : so now u sad like i was eh??
[09:44:13 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : now let me share the happiness tt u shared wif me to make u happy kay??
[09:44:26 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : yesterday u bot an adidas bag!!!
[09:44:28 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : YAY!!!

[09:52:41 PM] farah syirin: um are u like depressed or sth?
[09:53:04 PM] farah syirin: or going thru an emotional roller coaster or whatever?
[09:53:29 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : i'm going thru the emancipation of mimi
[09:53:42 PM] farah syirin: omg
[09:53:50 PM] farah syirin: i knock your head then u know
[09:54:10 PM] 3/4 ~_~ : knock ah kalau brani
[09:54:19 PM] farah syirin: why tak brani pulak

haha. ((:

2005-12-01T20:00:00.000-08:00

okay firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAKINA !!
good good. you're finally fourteen now. ((:

i printed out heymath assignment 2 already. i want to finish it soon. maybe by sunday. so aft sunday, it's LIBERATION. ((:

here's a couple of things i realised today:

1) my sister plays better soccer. (than pathetic me of course.)

2) my sister is extremely good at the monkey bars.

3) my sister can run superbly well.

and... SHE'S ONLY SEVEN!!!

gosh. i feel so inferior. especially the soccer part. ha. ha.

mm. haliim/khaniBOO/bakrijann just told me he LOVES adidas. muahaha. lousy pokkk. that was like a super late realisation. tsk tsk.

lalala. i'm so itching for more adidas stuffys.

2005-11-30T23:00:00.000-08:00

okay so i didn't go jogging just now. tsk. the stupid rain had to come just as i was abt to leave the house. grr. but it's okay. i shall do some sit-ups and crunches before i go to sleep.

2005-11-30T16:01:00.000-08:00

towned with kak ika ytd. super fun. we watched just like heaven at cineleisure. i know la that movie is quite old but it was the best among all the movies that so available. so we watched it. and the movie was duperly nice okayy. it was soo funny yet sweet. and touching. i almost cried at certain parts. ((: and i've decided. i'm soo buying the dvd so i can watch it over and over again.

i bought an adidas bag ytd. yayy! cost me 39bucks. aiyer. now i'm like broke and i still have to think of how i'm gonna get enough money for another adidas haversack. tsk la. i also bought another cool brandless bag and a brown halter. yayy. i likeeee. <333>exactly like mine! which means.. i can finally use my video calling function! whooots. i likeee. can't wait to check it out. haha. coolios. while azian's phone is new and superb, mine is screwed. urgh irritatinggg. i wanna send it for repair soon.

i just told ezyan that i watched just like heaven ytd. and guess what? she said it's not surprising since i always watch romantic movies. haha. nonsense. TSK.

wheeeeeeeee. jogging jogging jogging!

2005-11-28T21:00:00.001-08:00

hmm. been watching soccer on teevee for the past two days. i have a sudden interest for soccer now. note the word sudden cos i've never liked soccer.

oh i watched the SEAgames matches. haha. and i now have a sudden liking for baihakki(!) and lionel lewis. basically, for their skills. (esp baihakki ((: ) ha. ha. yes la i know i'm slow. but it's great progress for a girl who doesn't give a shit abt soccer, okay.

and i've also decided that i like indonesia's soccer team. <3 <3 !!

soccer soccer soccer. ((:

2005-11-28T14:33:00.000-08:00

i really think pussycat dolls' lead singer is HOT. ((:

fuck i think she hates me now.

2005-11-26T16:58:00.000-08:00

being a shopper doesn't always mean you know your way aroud. ((: heard tt, zul?

2005-11-26T16:00:00.000-08:00

it's soso boring at home. sometimes i really hate the hols. i wanna start studying but i'm lazyyyyy. i wanna go out but i'm kinda broke. i wanna be richrichrich.

and aisha has a sudden urge to go to j8 (bishan!!) . haha. so far right. a bit ulu-ated but i still love that place. and the next time i go there, i'm going home by mrt. i figured i hate 53 already. i want to destress. like screammmm at escape or sth. yes i know it's escape, super lame and whatnot but i really don't care. but we're so waiting for marissa to come back on the 4th. dumbdumb. going bangkok on monday. tsk. she'd better buy me some useful stuffs like a bra or sth frm there. haha. ((:

and aziannnnnnnn. get your butt down frm bintan nownownowwwww. and why's everyone on holiday except me. urgh.

i told my mum i wanna revamp my room. and she said can. yayy! i wanna change the wallpaper. been there for like 7 years. i want my room to be limegreen! i don't like the pinkness of it all already. limegreen wallpaper. super cool, right? ((: but my mum said that she wants to change my most wonderful and glorious queen-sized bed which i use alone to a super single one. aiyerr irritating mann. i wonder how i can survive with a super small bed.

and i freaking want to play tennis. ANYONE???? i'm super desperate. helpppppppp.

it's already been EIGHT years. so why am i still like this?

2005-11-24T22:36:00.000-08:00

fuck la. i'm sick. i wished it's a cough but nooo it's FLU. like my sinus is not bad enough already. arghh! and bloody hell my nose is sore.

oh and i cut my hair.

2005-11-23T23:01:00.000-08:00

i woke up with a sore throat but now it's not sore already. BUT, i've been having a sneezing fit all day and i reckon i'm gonna be down with flu sometime soon. and if i do come down with flu, it's gonna be so bad i swear. and soon, i might be down with a fever too. crap lar it must be the weather. arghhhh.

and i bought a flowery but cool and sporty shorts from sportslink today. yay! i likeee. super prettyful. ((:

plus, my mum says i can cut my hair tmr. yayness. so can't wait.

and speaking of my mum, she suggests that i join aqua aerobics. like ohmygoodness how lameeee is that. my mum's mad. oh and she's allowed me to play pool! yayyayyy! (: (:

i need to get over this SHIT.

2005-11-23T13:15:00.000-08:00

i freaking wanna cut my horrible hair!! arghhhhhhh!!!!!!

2005-11-22T15:53:00.000-08:00

i just had a crappy conversation with abg effi, my most irritating cousin. i asked him to pass one simple msg for me also cannot. irritating pokkk.

farah syirin.]] freakshit; i beg to differ. says:
byk songeh la u
farah syirin.]] freakshit; i beg to differ. says:
1 simple msg also cannot pass
afi says:
eh saper yang banyak songeh ni
farah syirin.]] freakshit; i beg to differ. says:
u la
afi says:
there r more orange fonts in this window

haha. crap lar. i typed in orange font so yepp. *shrugs*

2005-11-19T13:15:00.000-08:00

outing on thursday was super fun. we had lunch and macs first then we went bowling. haha. kentalan i tell you. cos we all suckk bad. i was so leading at fisrt la but then in the end marissa won me by 10 whole points. haha. then we camwhored and crapped some more. we decided it was too boring in there already so we went out. some ppl went down to the beach but marissa and i decided it was too boring so we decided to blade.

rented the blade and all and i made the person put on the blades for me cos i freaking didn't know how to. pathetic yes i know. but those guys were super nice la. we decided not to bring our flip fliops ard so that guy told us to just put them under the bench. we were kinda reluctant cos they might get lost and stuff. but then the guy assured us that it wld be safe. but i still wasn't satisfied. so i stood up and went up to that guy. apparently he thought i needed help getting down the step so he reached out his hand to help me. lol. so i said: are you super sure that our flip flops won't get lost? then he was paiseh-ed already so he said yes don't worry, put down his hand and walked away. haha. so funny lahhs. the expression on his face was like haha. darn funny.

so marissa and i continued blading while the others sat at the breakwater and played truth or dare. -_-' .

more things happened and they were all so funny. then this big group of army guys came marching and they smelt so fucking horrible ah. the thing is, we were like more than 5 metres away frm them but their B.O. was like oh so significant. grosssss.

so yesterdayyy. met azian in school at 10am to buy schbks. haha. so kanchiong. but we walked ard sch first and then handed in out report bks to mrs ho. then walked ard some more and finally walked to the bookshop. so we bought our books. i spent like $230 althogether, inclusive of pe shirts and shorts and some guidebooks. haha. then it started raining so azian and i decided to hang ard in the canteen for awhile cos we didn't want to damage our new books. more retarded things happened and we went off after quite a while.

i got home and watched teevee and slacked. my shoulders and arms were like aching from carrying all those books. i had the entire hse to myself cos everybody else went out. then i siap-ed and all and met marissaazian at tm macs. we had lunch first at bk. i wanted to eat at the foodcourt but azian didn't want to. so we crapped as usual. aisha only came after we were done eating cos she had sth on earlier.

went up to gv aft that cos our show was abt to start already. marissa and azian took the lift but aisha and i took the escalator. and we took our own sweet time thus making them wait for us. ((: saw this whole grp of my bro's super kentalan friends. and they know me. hahas. they wanted some of aisha's nachos but aisha didn't give duhh.

and harry potter was rad!!! rad okay, radddd. and i actually cried when cedric died and i was hurrying azian for tissue. it was so fudding sad la. too sad that i cldn't contain my emotions so i had to let them out. haha. and marissa and aisha cried too except azian who almost cried. ohoh. and before the movie started, aisha and i were laughing so loud and hard marissa and azian kept pestering us to shut up. hahas. so fuN!

oooh and i met khaniBOO AGAIN. hahas. but this time he saw me first. then shrtl actually thought i was stalking them. yeah right la. like i've got nth better to do. :P

so in short, the past two days were the best days of my entire holiday so far. totally looking forward to more outings. ((: